C1179 The Last Lotus

Sometimes knowing your last moments is actually a very complicated thing, but the best attitude is to face it calmly.

I think Pei Feng told me that it was because he missed me. And he was a doctor. He knew his own body like the back of his hand.

But this night, I can't sleep no matter what. My head hurts too. I turned off the light. Facing the darkness, I thought of all sorts of things..