C32 I'm freaking out

Pepi

His room was just next door and I could hear the girl's moans perfectly!

" Oh, my God! it's amazing, Alex!"

A stream of tears burned my cheeks, my mind shut down, maybe I should just lock myself in the bathroom and get a blade, and then to cut the veins... They had sex for three hours. I don't know how I didn't die in bed. Only in the morning the screams subsided