C10 Between legs

"J-just promise me... That no tape would be circulated..." I couldn't look him in the eyes when I said that. I couldn't look since I was reminded of another moment when I couldn't rescue myself. I know I'm digging my own tomb, but what can I do? I'm already here, all I have to do is respond. When I regret my decisions again, I hope there is someone who can help me deal with the sorrow. Hopefully