C4 My Ability

I still remember the first time I saw Xiao Kai. His eyes were like the night sky of summer, deep, clear, and bright.

My gaze couldn't help but move along with him, even my heart was thrown onto him.

And now, even though he was so close to me, I felt that there was a natural chasm between us, and I couldn't cross it anymore.

"Continue stabbing her, don't let her starve to death."

Xiao Kai turned around and left, saying this to the doctor at the door.

Tears instantly poured down my face, and I couldn't control myself.

Xiao Kai was indeed a man of his word.

In the next few days, whenever I stubbornly refused to eat and almost fainted from hunger, he would order the doctor to give me the nutrient solution.

After repeatedly suffering until I was covered in wounds, I finally understood a fact.

He would not feel the same heartache as before.

Understanding this point, it seems to be more painful than the suffering I've been suffering these days.

After waking up from the coma once more, I propped up my eyelids powerlessly and looked at the pitch black room. The room was very quiet, and the sound of the clock and needle on the wall moving was exceptionally clear.

One by one, it sounded like it was hitting my heart.

Rustling sounds came from the door. Immediately after, the lights were turned on and the room instantly became bright. It was so piercing that I subconsciously buried myself in the blanket.

"You're awake? Are you still planning on continuing your hunger strike?"

Xiao Kai's voice rang out above his head. There was no fluctuation in his voice, and it carried a bone-piercing chill.

I didn't say anything. The double blow to my body and mind made me powerless to face him.

Suddenly, the blanket was lifted, and my lower jaw was violently pinched. My face was forced to raise.

I still didn't open my eyes, but I could clearly feel the cold gaze he gave me on my face.

My ears were wet, and the tears that I had held back were still flowing down.

"Look at you. How thin have you been recently?" His voice was filled with ridicule, without a trace of warmth.

"You are planning to starve yourself to death, so that you can go down to the ground. Reunite with your father and your brother? You're so stupid, yet you still have the face to meet them? "

" Yes! I'm stupid! The stupidest thing I've ever done in my life is to fall in love with a bastard like you! " I suddenly opened my eyes and glared at him, wishing that my gaze would turn into a knife and stab him into a sieve.

His expression seemed to be in a trance as a trace of tenderness leaked out from his eyes. However, when I looked again, that instant was just an illusion.

The room fell into silence for a moment. Neither he nor I spoke again.

After a while, he asked Mrs Zhang to bring the food up and sat down on the chair. He looked at me calmly, as if he was going to stuff it into my mouth if I didn't eat it.

I am stubborn. The more he is like this, the more I am inferior to him!

He raised his hand and waved the tray to the ground.

Crack, crack, crack. The plates and bowls were smashed into pieces. The food and soup inside were also spilled out. The carpet was a mess.

A piece of broken porcelain splashed over and brushed past the back of my hand, immediately leaving a dark red bloody scar.

A slight pain came over and I subconsciously hid the wound.

After the impulse, a wave of lingering fear surged into my heart. I moved in and pulled over the blanket to cover my entire body.

It was as if this would create a solid fortress and give me a sense of security.

However, to my surprise, Xiao Kai did not get angry because of this. Instead, he revealed a faint smile.

He walked over and pulled my hand over. He gently rubbed the back of my hand with his finger.

The tenderness that he hadn't felt for a long time startled me. The grievance in my heart suddenly surged up. At this moment, I actually had the impulse to throw myself into his embrace and cry out loud.

However, his words shattered my fantasy.

"Tsk, look at this pair of pampered hands. They don't even have a single cocoon. Now that there's an additional opening, how will it affect the beauty? Unfortunately, other than painting and playing the zither, what else can these hands do? Hmm?"

My hand's consciousness shrank, but it was tightly gripped by him. The force was extremely great, continuously pressing down on my finger bone, as if it wished to crush it.

" Do you know how your daughter's life came about? It was your father who fought through the hail of bullets time and time again. Now that he's dead, you'll only be crying here. If you want me to say, you should thank me. If it wasn't for me, do you think the Lin family would still have a foothold in the Shu City? They would have been devoured long ago, leaving nothing behind."

" Compared to an ingrate like me, you are the true sinner. "

He lifted the blanket and pressed his heavy body forward. "What else do you have other than this poor body?"

"You can't even do anything to me, your father's murderer. You can only be toyed with by me."

He looked at me. His eyes were like black holes, dark and deep, emitting a strange light.

His thin pajamas were mercilessly torn apart. I couldn't help but scream, "Let me go!"

However, Xiao Kai is no longer my original Mr Kai. His cruelty has refreshed my understanding. After stabbing me in my heart, he will continue to humiliate and torture me.

In the end, my tears have already dried up. It was as if there was a hole in my chest. A cold wind was blowing inside, causing my entire body to feel cold.

Xiao Kai got up and put on his clothes. His movements were clean and direct, and he didn't even look at me. It was as if he was treating me as a lowly woman for him to vent his anger on.

In that instant, my heart, which I thought was numb, once again felt a sharp pain.

"If you don't want to be humiliated by me like this, then show me what you can do. Let me see how capable you, young miss Lin, are."

His tone was cold as he walked out without looking back.

I tightly gripped the corner of my blanket, my weak legs trembling slightly.

My ability? I couldn't help but laugh at myself. Other than running away, what other ability could I have?

Thinking of running away, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind. A thought uncontrollably popped up in my mind.