C148 You're Trying to Kill Me!

"The matters of the heart are not something one person can decide, so it is not his fault alone. He didn't mind your feelings. I left four years ago because I thought there was no hope between us, because he never gave me hope.

"I know now why he didn't give me hope, because he took your feelings into account."

Pausing, I took a deep breath. "But I can't control my emotions