C132 I commit suicide with aversion to the world

"Because I really have no other way! Regardless of whether it is a superstitious method or a treatment method, as long as I can hear them, I will have a kind of belief in them and try all of them! Moon told me you said you could change my fate. Other people think that it's crazy, but I still want to give it a try! " Gretchen said.

"Your desire to live is very strong!" "No," I said