C108 I Don't Want to be a Beast

She curled her lips and turned around indifferently. She saw Moh Zixiao standing behind her in a black leather jacket. His brows were tightly knitted, and he seemed to be looking at her impatiently.

"If I don't come out, Susan will lose her life! I can't be as cold-blooded as you!" She said lightly and tightened her clothes. She did not know why, but just now, she felt her whole body warm up. But now, she felt that the night was so cold that she could not bear it.

Looks like the wind has gotten stronger. . .

He did not want to talk to him anymore. He hugged his shoulders and walked with his teeth clenched while enduring the cold wind.

He didn't say anything else, but he kept following behind her. The two of them maintained a distance of one meter.

When she entered the house, a warm breath hit her face. Only then did she feel a little more comfortable. She rubbed her hands hard and muttered to herself: "It's too cold today! I need to drink some wine to warm my body!"

As he spoke, he ran to the wine cabinet and casually took a bottle of red wine. He shook it at him. "This wine should be the cheapest bottle here. You wouldn't mind, would you?"

He snorted coldly and ignored her. With a cold expression, he strode upstairs.

She frowned and snorted in a low voice. "He's as arrogant as twenty to fifty thousand! You think I lent you the rice and returned it to you?!"

After saying that, she felt that she was ridiculous.

Didn't he owe him a huge sum of money?

He had the right to put on such a dirty face, because in his heart. . . Wasn't he her benefactor?

When she thought of this, her heart was filled with regret and pain. She stuffed the wine into the glass and filled it with wine. Looking at the blood red and tender wine, she smiled bitterly and muttered, "Xia Xiaoxin, what exactly is wrong with your life? Could it be that you will be filled with defeat and blood for the rest of your life?"

Raising her head, she poured all the wine into her mouth. The cold wine slowly flowed through her throat and finally to her stomach. When the faint warmth slowly rose in her stomach, she smiled.

Holding a bottle in one hand and a glass in the other, she walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down. After thinking for a while, she went to light the fireplace and set it on fire.

Tonight, she really felt that it was the coldest night she had ever seen in her life.

She needed this fire and this wine to slowly clear away the heart-wrenching coldness in the depths of her heart.

That night, she sat there alone and tasted the wine. In the end, she only felt that her mind was becoming more and more muddled, and her hands were also becoming weaker and weaker. She placed the empty wine cup on the coffee table, tilted her head, and fell asleep on the sofa.

Moh Zixiao, who had been sitting in the study room and looking at her through the computer screen, sighed faintly. He turned off the computer, stood up, and walked out of the study room.

He quietly walked to her side and saw her curling up like a kitten. Her head was leaning against her knees, her hair was loose, and a palm-sized face was covered in it.

"She only knows how to torture herself!" He sighed and bent down to pick her up.

When he got closer, he found that her thick black and curly eyelashes were adorned with a few drops of sparkling tears. They were trembling slightly and were about to fall, making one's heart ache.

His hand froze as he stared at her for a long time. Finally, he reached out and gently wiped away those few tears, saying in a low voice: "Even though you lied to me. . . You hate me for being so heartless, don't you? You really want to leave this place and return to your old life, don't you? In your heart, I'm afraid that even if you run around every day, You can only eat instant noodles to live a life of luxury and spicy food by my side, right?"

When he spoke up to here, he stopped sadly. He reached out and wiped his face, then said in a low voice, "I know this will go on. Maybe you and I will be ruined, but what should we do? What do you want me to do with you? I really can't let go of you just like that! Give me some more time! Maybe one day I will suddenly not love you anymore. Then I can give you freedom without any worries! I know I am selfish and cruel, but this is the bottom line that I can give in! Xia Xiaoxin! I am sorry! Who let you meet me? Who made me fall in love with you? Just bear with it. Wait for that day to come slowly! But, definitely not now. . . "

After saying the words that had been accumulated in his heart, he felt a little more comfortable, so he reached out his hand and carried her up the stairs.

He gently placed her on the bed and looked at the clothes she was wearing. He felt that it would definitely not be comfortable sleeping like that, so he instinctively stretched out his hand to help her remove the clothes, but as soon as his hand came forward, it shrank back.

He didn't dare!

Yes. He didn't dare!

He had too many desires for her. He was afraid that his hands would accidentally touch her fair and tender skin. He was even more afraid that his eyes would see her beautiful body. If that was the case, he would definitely lust for her and want her at all costs!

And now was definitely not a good time!

He did not want to hurt her, nor did he want to belittle himself!

He did not want to be a beast, he just wanted to be a man who loved her!

That was all.

In the end, he only covered her with a blanket and carefully tucked her in.

The warmth of the blanket. She moaned softly, and her furrowed brows slowly opened. She lowered her head and buried her head deep into the soft blanket. Then, she obediently didn't move. After a short while, the sound of snoring could be heard in the room.

Looking at her satisfied and happy face and hearing her faint snoring, his eyes were hot. He felt that everything in front of him made him so happy and happy that he wanted to cry.

Just how deep would their fate be?

How many nights would it be before he could quietly stand in front of her and look at her beautiful face and listen to her shallow breathing? . . .

When Xia Xiaoxin woke up, she found that she was lying on the bed again. The warm blanket wrapped around her body, making the hangover her not want to climb out of this warmth.

The sun was already shining outside the window. The golden sunlight shone through the curtain and dyed everything in the room with a faint golden color.

On the sofa, there was a neatly folded blanket and a soft pillow.

Obviously, he slept on the sofa last night.

Looking at all this, she felt as if she was in a dream.

She shrank back into the blanket again and quietly thought, Why did he hug her again?

Was it love? Or was it just out of the grace of a man?

Hehe! Most of it was out of a man's demeanor!

She went and let her imagination run wild again! If she thought too highly of herself, then she deserved to be unlucky for the rest of her life. She deserved to be toyed with like a toy by a man for the rest of her life!

She cursed herself fiercely. She had already woken up, so she lifted the blanket, put on her slippers, and walked towards the bathroom.

After a simple wash, she went downstairs and indeed saw that the downstairs was cold and clear. The kitchen did not have the fragrance of delicious food that was tempting to her like before.

It seemed that it was right for her to wake up early.

There was no need for them to act anymore! Her heart was filled with anxiety, but she still went to the kitchen to make a simple breakfast. After that, she opened the door and walked out.

She would no longer force herself to hide in that room, because it was no longer necessary.

Since she had already foreseen the outcome, if she was not sent to the mine in South Africa, or sold to another man, why would she compromise?

It had infuriated him. It was a good thing!

Instead of living like this, he might as well tear open his face and enjoy himself!

He casually found a person and asked where the hospital was, and that person told her that the hospital was right next to the mysterious forest.

She thanked him and strode towards the hospital.

When she passed by the forest, she couldn't help but stop in her tracks. What kind of scene was in the forest that was still lush and green in winter?

She really couldn't suppress her curiosity and probing towards that place. She couldn't help but move closer towards that direction. However, just as she moved closer to the edge, the same situation as last time appeared again.

A few men in black with heavy machinery came out with guns. They pointed their guns at her and yelled at her to make her retreat.

She could only raise her hands and retreat without any motivation. She left the place in embarrassment under their gazes.

However, it could not be denied that the situation of forcing her back time and time again filled her with desire to see what was going on.

As she walked, she turned her head to look. Suddenly, the thought that she had once thought of surfaced in her mind once again, causing her spirit to be refreshed. She immediately shook her head and strode into the hospital's main door.

In the ward, she was a little surprised. Because she did not expect that Moh Zixiao would also be here. He sat beside the sick bed and played chess with Jason. Susan, on the other hand, sat by the side and supported her cheeks with a smile as she watched. That blissful look of a little bird relying on another person was actually not concealed at all.

When they heard the footsteps, they all turned their heads. When they saw her, Moh Zixiao coldly lowered his eyes and continued to study the game. A trace of undetectable worry and anxiety flashed across Jason and Susan's faces.

She sensitive stopped her footsteps and stood at the door, pointing outside and saying, " Was it because I came by accident? If it's inconvenient, I'll come back next time! "

Jason hurriedly smiled and said: "What nonsense are you talking about? How could it be inconvenient? Hurry up and come in! "

Susan also hurriedly got up and walked to her side to hold her hand with a smile. She said, "What you said is really indistinguishable!"

She smiled awkwardly, "I saw that the two of you seemed to be very surprised and uneasy when you saw me, so I thought. . . "

"You really think too much! Hurry up and come over!" Susan dragged her to the sofa and sat down. She wanted to pour coffee for her.

She looked at Susan's hand that was wrapped in gauze and hurriedly pressed down, "I will pour it myself. Don't do heavy work with your hand! Was her injury serious? I didn't have a chance to take a look last night either. "

" It's fine. There will be a scar, but after that, there will be a cosmetic surgery. So it's not a big problem. " Susan smiled, "Besides, I actually do not like to do it! Keeping it is a good memory to witness! "

"You're beautiful now, right?" Xia Xiaoxin was also very happy to see her happy appearance.

Susan pursed her lips and smiled as she nodded her head.

At this time, Jason looked over and said lightly with a smile, "Xia Xiaoxin, I suddenly want to eat the side dishes that you made. Can you go and get it now? The side dishes made by the maids are really too hard to eat! Susan's hands are not convenient, but I really want to eat it now, so I'll have to trouble you. "