C74 Not Worthy

Jiajia was rendered speechless by the question. She had to admit that he was very outstanding, the best lover, and the most suitable husband candidate.

If she followed him, any woman would be happy for the rest of her life.

But she couldn't, she couldn't.

"Because I'm not worthy." Jiajia only said this after a long time.

Shiyu let out a sigh of relief. Fortunately, it was just a sentence that was not worthy and not something that he could not bear.

When he held Jiajia again, "Jiajia, look at me."

Jiajia looked at him and found that his gaze was serious and tender.

"If you want to say who is not good enough for who, then I am not good enough for you. You are so pure and beautiful, and I am not as good as you think."

Of course, his ruthless side would not be displayed in front of Jiajia. Of course, his gentleness was also targeted at Jiajia alone.

"No." Jiajia struggled free of his hand and turned around with her back facing him.

"You don't understand. I am not as beautiful as you think. You don't understand." Jiajia shook her head and did not know how to explain.

She had to admit that during the days she was with him, she actually fell in love with him.

Ever since she was chased out of that house by papa, she had never been cared for by anyone. That kind of desire to be loved, that desire to be cared for, that kind of desire to have someone by her side to give her warmth had always been there.

However, he had appeared at that critical moment. It would be a lie to say that she had no feelings for him.

However, she had long been humiliated by Chu Yihan. Her body was no longer clean, so how could she be worthy of such an outstanding person like him?

Although it was a new era, few people cared about these things. If he was an ordinary person, it would be fine.

However, she felt inferior when facing him. He was an illegitimate child, and she had lost her innocence. How could she accept him without any worries?

And did he really not care about her past? Did he really not care?

"I understand." Shiyu looked at her back and felt his heart ache. Such a beautiful girl, yet she lived in that kind of place all day long.

But he wouldn't suggest it, because he loved her and was willing to accept everything she had.

"You don't understand." Jiajia turned around and said excitedly, "You don't understand."

"Do you know that I am not innocent anymore? I am not as pure as you think. For my own benefit, I took the initiative to seduce men. My body is not pure anymore. Do you understand?"

Jiajia almost roared. That was right. When she left Chu Yihan, didn't she use her body to seduce Chu Yihan?

She had once surrendered to Chu Yihan for the sake of not being punished. All of this was a nightmare that troubled her.

When she finished saying these words, she realized that the man in front of her had changed.

The gentleness in Shiyu's eyes no longer existed. Instead, it was replaced by disbelief and a kind of hurt look.

Jiajia's heart felt like it had been struck by something. She knew that no man would not care unless that man did not love her.

"Sorry, I want to be quiet for a while." Shiyu only said two words after a long time, then turned around and left with big steps.

In his heart, she was as pure as a piece of white paper. Even if she was born in the mud, he still firmly believed that she would be able to get out of the mud without being contaminated.

That pure gaze of hers made him always think that she was beautiful, so beautiful that no man had ever visited her beauty.

Was it because he imagined her too well that he could not accept the truth behind the beauty?

Shiyu's mind was in a mess. He needed to calm down and digest these words that he couldn't accept.

When Shiyu left, Jiajia shed tears.

Her tears were not because of Shiyu's departure, but because of her hatred for Chu Yihan.

Chu Yihan had ruined everything for her, and now he had even destroyed her best friend.

Could it be that she was destined to be alone? It was one thing for her to have no friends since she was young, but now, she had lost everything.

She forcefully wiped away her tears, then strode away from this sad place.

At most, she would return to her former loneliness. Didn't a person spend twenty years alone like this?

When Shiyu calmed down and thought everything through, he returned to the dining room, but Jiajia had long disappeared without a trace.

Only now did he remember that his attitude just now had hurt Jiajia. Such a weak girl was willing to say out her thoughts.

To confess his past to him was trust in him and love him. However, not only did he not feel sorry for her, he even left her alone.

At this moment, he felt that he was a bastard. He actually hurt the woman he loved so much.

Without any hesitation, he immediately rushed out of the door and chased after her.

At night, Jiajia took a taxi back to the company. Just as she got off the car, she saw a familiar Rolls-Royce sports car parked at the entrance of the company.

Shiyu leaned against the car door and kept staring at her.

Jiajia just stood by the side of the road and did not know whether to move forward or backward.

After what happened today, she realized that she did not know how to face him.

But she was never the kind of person to avoid problems, so she slowly came in front of Shiyu.

"Why are you here?" She lowered her head and saw a cigarette butt under his feet. It could be imagined that he had been here for a long time.

"After you left, I chased you all the way, but I didn't see you." Shiyu was still smoking. His tightly furrowed brows could tell that he had something on his mind.

"Why didn't you call me?" Jiajia felt guilty. After she left the hotel, she did not return.

Instead, she wandered aimlessly on the street and only returned when it was dark.

"I think you need to be alone." Shiyu was always so understanding.

Jiajia smiled apologetically, "Sorry to keep you waiting."

Then, the two of them looked at each other, but were speechless.

Before Shiyu saw Jiajia, he had prepared a lot of things to say to her, but when they met, he did not know where to start.

Finally, Jiajia was the first to speak, "Are you here to tell me something else?" He would not be accepting her. He should be here to cut off relations with her, right? At least that was what Jiajia thought.

"Sorry, that's definitely not what I meant." Shiyu threw away the cigarette in his hand and went forward to grab Jiajia's hand.

Jiajia subconsciously avoided him and lowered her head and did not look at him anymore.

"Jiajia, we must have a good talk." Shiyu could not let the two of them end just like that.

"No need. You have your difficulties. I understand." Jiajia turned around and wanted to go back to the company.

But he grabbed her arm. "You have to talk to me." He ordered.

It was the first time he had acted so overbearing in front of Jiajia. He was so overbearing that no one could reject him.

"I don't think we need to talk about it." Jiajia insisted on what she thought.

"I insist." Shiyu also became stubborn, saying that he was unwilling to give in.

In the end, Jiajia still compromised. No matter what Shiyu said, she was already mentally prepared.

After getting into the car, Shiyu brought her to the beach. The two of them got out of the car and walked slowly on the beach, but they both kept silent.

"Jiajia." Shiyu stopped walking and locked her petite figure.

"Yes!" Jiajia lowered her head and did not look at her.

"I am very sorry about what happened today. I do not mean to dislike you. I just cannot accept that you are so beautiful before me."