C163 You Remember Now?
When Yuchen woke up, it was already dawn. She slowly opened her eyes. Confused, she slightly turned her head to look at the man beside her. He leaned against the bed. A hand was still tightly holding onto her. His handsome eyebrows were deeply locked. As if he had encountered a big problem, he did not even relax when he fell asleep.
She seemed to have been dreaming just now. She had dreamt of Qin Mu and herself. She had dreamed that the two of them were walking under the Ivell Iron Tower and asking passers-by to help them take pictures. She had dreamt that they had met a street artist who was very good at painting on the street. The foreigner had helped them draw a picture. In her dream, it was her and Qin Mu, all things that she had no impression of. Vague fragments flowed into her mind, one after another. However, she seemed to be unable to grasp them.
"You're awake?" Qin Mu suddenly opened his eyes. When he saw her staring blankly at him, he heaved a sigh of relief.
"What's wrong with me?" Yuchen asked hesitantly. She only vaguely remembered that she seemed to have suddenly fainted yesterday. After that, she did not know what happened.
"Maybe it was because I was too tired. I had a low fever the whole night and the doctor came over to give you an injection." As he spoke, Qin Mu reached out and touched her forehead. "It doesn't seem to be fever anymore."
After saying that, he still took the temperature measuring instrument at the side and tapped it on her forehead to measure the temperature. It showed that it was only 37 degrees Celsius. Only then did he truly feel at ease.
"I have a fever?" Yuchen subconsciously touched her forehead. She had always been in good health and rarely got sick. She did not expect that she would actually get sick after one mistake. It was really strange.
"You have been talking in your dreams. Did you see something in your dreams?" Qin Mu helped her sit up and poured her a cup of warm water.
His question made her slightly stunned. She did not know if she should tell him. She had a feeling that perhaps the things she dreamt of were the things she had forgotten. If that was really the case, then their relationship in the past wasn't as simple as what Qin Mu had said. She frowned and looked at him, wondering why he did not tell her the truth. Was it because he was afraid that she could not remember?
Then what about him? If they were really a couple in the past, wouldn't he be disappointed when he saw his girlfriend treat him like a stranger?
So, their marriage might not be as simple as she thought. After all, they were once lovers, right?
Or perhaps, all of this was within his plan. Even if she could not remember the past, he would still try his best to marry her?
"We were lovers in the past." Yuchen hesitated for a moment but still did not want to hide it from him.
Qin Mu's eyes flashed and he said in a panic, "You remember?"
As expected! Yuchen's eyes flashed. They were indeed a couple in the past.
So now all of this was arranged with ulterior motives? Yuchen's mood was very complicated. She could not explain why but she just felt that pure feelings had become a scheme and she could not accept it.
"It was because I did not think it through properly that I caused you to get into a car accident. It was my fault..." Qin Mu lowered his head and clenched his fists. He said in a low voice, "I am sorry."
Car accident? Yuchen stared at him in shock. Why was it related to the car accident again? His words really caused her to let her imagination run wild, but she did not know where to start asking. She originally only wanted to trick him and tell him about their past. But she didn't expect him to say something else.
"You... didn't remember?" Qin Mu was sharp after all. He could tell that something was wrong with Yuchen just by moving around. "You just..."
"What happened to the car accident?" Yuchen pursed her lips. There was a coldness on her face. She looked at him and pretended that he would not stop until he said something.
There was sadness and embarrassment in Qin Mu's eyes. He did not open his eyes and pursed his lips without saying anything.
"Qin Mu, we said we would not hide anything from each other. Are you sure that I will never remember what happened in the past? Since we were lovers in the past, why are you unwilling to admit it? Do you not want to admit our relationship, or... "Yuchen suddenly stopped and looked straight at him." Could it be that you are good to me because you have done something wrong to me? So if you do not tell me what happened in the past, you are also unwilling to admit our relationship in the past. "
"Yuchen..." Qin Mu suddenly held her hand tightly and interrupted her thoughts. "Everything I have for you is sincere. It's not guilt, nor is it hypocrisy."
He could tolerate any of her thoughts, but he would not allow her to question his feelings for her. He would not allow her to do so at all.
"Then why?" Yuchen did not like this kind of feeling. It was obviously her business, but she did not know anything.
This kind of person who was closest to her actually had something important to hide from her feelings. It was really terrible.
Yuchen wholeheartedly trusted Qin Mu, no matter what he did. She was willing to trust him, just like those so-called Little Mo and Little Four. Yuchen never put him in her eyes, because she believed what Qin Mu said. As long as he said he didn't have them, he definitely wouldn't have them. She never thought that Qin Mu would actually lie to her.
If they had been together in the past, then everything that had happened now had an explanation. Why did Qin Mu understand her so well? Why did he know all of her habits? When she mentioned it at that time, he vaguely said that as long as she was in contact with him for a period of time, he would naturally understand her life habits. Now it seemed that he finally understood that it was because she was already transparent in front of him. He already knew everything about her.
She didn't want to define this matter as "betrayal," but this feeling of being concealed made her feel too embarrassed. Especially when she said love to him, when she thought that she really found a man she could trust and rely on for the rest of her life. When she thought that everyone else was lucky, fate hit her in the head.
This man hid one of her most important things from her. If it wasn't for her accident, he wouldn't have mentioned it to her.
"Qin Mu, we are husband and wife, but you hid so many things from me. This feeling is very bad..." Yuchen could not help but scratch her hair. It was as if there was a huge stone pressing down on her heart, making it hard for her to breathe.
In the past, when she encountered any difficulties or troubles, Qin Mu would appear in front of her. Like her knight, as long as he was by her side, she would not be afraid of anything.
But now, this fear was brought by him, and he stood opposite her. She crossed her arms in front of her chest and felt cold all over.
So it turned out. The feeling of getting lost again was actually so sad, as if her entire heart had been sucked into an ice cave.
"I'm sorry..." Qin Mu sighed. In the end, he could not help but reach out his hand and pull her into his embrace, who was cold all over. He only said softly, "I will tell you whatever you want to know."
Even if she hated him, he did not care. Anyway, this time he would never let go of her again. Even if he fought against the whole world, he would not lose her again.