C18 Blake

Lucas had texted me from the car to tell me he was on his way home.
He told me he wanted me in bed, ready for him. 
I did as I was told, anxious to be with him. I tried to quiet that part of myself that was aching for him. I needed to get my shit together. Because there is only one way this is ending, and that is in tears.
But I had a whole year before I had to cry, I reminded myself