C363 What I Forgot

Long Zixuan closed his eyes, but his eyebrows twitched. He knew Little Feather didn’t want that to happen, but she said it because she wanted the person who took her first time to be him.

He also wanted it to be like that, but…

Long Zixuan sighed. Things were already like this, and all his hopes were destined to be empty. Damn Bei Mingchen! It was all his fault! He ruined all his hopes!

He really deserved to die!

In an instant, a strong ruthlessness appeared on Long Zixuan’s body. Feng Yu was almost angered to death by him. She had already mustered up her courage to make it clear. Why didn’t he believe her at all?

It would be good if he just doubted her a little bit.

She bit her lips and pinched his chest fiercely. She knew things would turn out like this. He didn’t have any memory, so he wouldn’t believe her at all.

That was why she didn’t tell him about it when she found out that he had forgotten about it.

Apart from not having the courage to tell the person who raped her that he raped her, she also knew that he wouldn’t believe her. She was afraid that he would think that she made up the story, and that she was up to no good.

That was why she kept it in her heart. However, she had to say it now. Even though she knew he wouldn’t believe her, she had to give it a try.

“Long Zixuan, why did you think I left the sect? Why did you think I hated you so much? Why did you think I would stab you with a knife? Tell me, why did you do all of this?”

She got up from the bed angrily and looked down at him. Her pretty face was full of anger and she was about to explode.

Long Zixuan opened his eyes and moved his body. He leaned over and pulled the girl into his arms, making her lie on his body.

He frowned and said in a low voice, “I also want to know why. Little Feather, tell me.”

Back then, he thought about it for a long time but couldn’t figure out why she would leave the sect so decisively. He thought he was good to her.

Of course, he was afraid that she would be suspicious of him so he was good to her. Even so, he was good enough to her. Why would she hate him so much?

The phoenix feather struggled on his body but didn’t get away. She bit her lips and looked at him angrily. She said, “That’s because you raped me on the day of my wedding.”

Long Zixuan’s pupils shrank. He pursed his lips and looked at her silently. He didn’t know if he believed her or not.

Feng Yu took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She said, “You only remember that the Heaven-defying Demonic Dragon Ball merged into your body, but you don’t remember that you suddenly lost your mind. You looked at my eyes as if they had been splashed with ink. They were so dark that you couldn’t even see the whites of your eyes.”

“I’ve never seen you like that. I was terrified at that time. I wanted to see what happened to you, but you suddenly threw me onto… the bed. I tried to resist, but it was useless…”

As Feng Yu spoke, tears started to flow down her cheeks. They fell down her chin and onto her face. When she thought about it, she could still clearly remember how hopeless she was at that time.

When her body was torn apart, it was so painful. Even now, it was enough to make her soul tremble.

“That night, I felt like I fell into hell. I thought I would die, but I didn’t. I was still alive. I didn’t know when I fainted, but when I woke up, you were gone. I was the only one in the room.”

At that time, she was at a loss. She was actually disappointed.

She thought that after he did that to her, he would at least stay by her side. After she woke up, he would either feel guilty, feel remorseful, be responsible, or…

She had thought of all kinds of possibilities, but she never thought that he would leave without saying anything before she woke up.

Even so, she still wanted to give him a chance to explain himself. She went to the Master’s House to look for him, but he seemed to have disappeared and never appeared again.

It wasn’t until a month later that he appeared in front of her. She was very nervous at first, but when she saw his cold face, her heart gradually cooled down.

She had asked him why he treated her like that, but his answer at that time was that he didn’t need a reason to treat her. That was why she decided to leave the sect.

Because she didn’t know how to face him anymore.

She wanted to hate him, but she couldn’t hate him. She should have expected it, but all her expectations were destroyed by his coldness…

“This is the reason why I left the sect. Now you know it, right?”

Long Zixuan’s beautiful face was full of shock. He didn’t have any impression of what she said, but his instincts told him that what she said was probably true. It wasn’t what he imagined. He imagined that she was taken by him for the first time.

If it was really what she said, then it could completely explain why she suddenly decided to leave the sect.

But how could he do such a thing? How could he rape… Feather? And he didn’t have any memory of it.

Long Zixuan closed his eyes and pressed Feng Yu’s head against his chest. He moved his throat and said in a low voice, “Little Feather, I will find out about this.”

He didn’t have any memory and didn’t know what to say. However, Little Feather wouldn’t lie to him about this. So, he had to find out.

If this was true, he would rape Little Feather. Then, it would be a conspiracy between her and Beiming Chen.

Beiming Chen…

A murderous intent flashed across Long Zixuan’s eyes. If it was really his conspiracy, he wouldn’t let him get away with it.

Feng Yu moved in his arms and said in a soft voice, “Nothing really happened between me and Beiming Chen. I don’t know what happened to the blood. Can you believe me now?”

She was still wondering if Beiming Chen had done it when she was unconscious. Why did he do it?

If it was just to get her and Long Zixuan apart, how did he know that Long Zixuan would come to find her the next day?

Could it be that he was the one who brought Long Zixuan here? If that was the case, he was too cunning.