C583 Life Was Better than Death

"Little Feather…"

Long Zixuan finally came back to his senses after she ran out of the room. He quickly jumped up from the ground and chased after her without thinking.

There was no sign of Feng Yu outside the courtyard. Long Zixuan frowned and chased after her without hesitation after he found the direction she left in.

He finally managed to find Little Feather. How could he watch her run away from him again?

His instincts told him that the reason why Little Feather's body turned into that state must have something to do with what happened that day.

He felt his heart ache as he watched her face and body turn into that state. He must chase after her and see what was going on with her body.

How could he leave her in such a state?

As for Feng Yu saying that she would never appear in front of him if she didn't want him to die, he didn't listen to her at all. He didn't even listen to a word.

Feng Yu left the General's Estate and ran out of the city.

The cold night wind blew, but her muddle-headed head couldn't wake her up.

Her mind was filled with the image of the man who hugged her just now.

Once her memories were awakened, she couldn't suppress them anymore. They forcefully occupied her mind.

Why did he come?

However, his appearance seemed to be completely within her expectations.

The entire Imperial Capital was under his control.

Although she appeared in Yun Hong’s courtyard, she still couldn’t escape from his eyes and ears.

He had come.

She felt as if she had been separated from him for a long time, but she couldn’t deny that she loved him so much.

However, this love was nothing more than a moth flying into the fire and seeking its own death.

She moved and in the next moment, she appeared in a deep forest.

There was a small clear lake in the depths of the forest. The surface of the lake was sparkling under the moonlight.

Feng Yu didn’t hesitate and jumped into the lake.

The sound of water splashing was heard and the lake was splashed by her.

The fire was extinguished quickly in the cold lake.

Feng Yu seemed to think that it wasn’t enough. She thought and the power of ice and snow descended. The surface of the lake was covered with a layer of transparent ice.

The thick smell of blood spread and Feng Yu panted heavily. She lowered her head and saw that the ice in front of her was dyed red with blood.

She closed her eyes and gradually suppressed the pain.

She heard footsteps and her body tensed up. She gritted her teeth and closed her eyes again.

Long Zixuan saw such a heartbreaking scene when he chased after her.

His little feather was soaked in the cold lake water, and there was a patch of blood around his body.

“Little Feather…”

Long Zixuan’s lips moved and he murmured softly. His voice was so weak that it was almost inaudible.

He wanted to hug her in his arms, but he didn’t dare.

He had too many concerns, too many concerns.

A layer of tears appeared in his eyes. He looked at the girl in the lake who was covered in wounds and had a completely different face. His knees went soft and he fell to his knees.

“I’m sorry…”

His weak voice was filled with despair and soon, it was blown away by the cold wind.

He was the one who caused her to be like this. She was suffering from the pain of being killed, but he could only watch with guilt and regret.

He couldn’t do anything even if he wanted to bear the pain for her.

He had always thought that he was omnipotent, but he couldn’t even protect the woman he loved. Instead, he caused her to be in such a miserable state.

The scene just now kept reminding him how useless he was and what he had done wrong.

Long Zixuan kneeled on the ground and couldn’t control his tears anymore. This was the second time he cried in his life.

The first time was when the God Sealing Seal was taken out. Little Feather was covered in blood and lying in his arms.

He never thought that the situation would turn out like this when he saw Little Feather again.

He thought that he had done something wrong and that he just needed to repent. However, the reality told him that this was not something that could be solved with repentance.

He lowered his head and his tears fell onto the ground. His eyes were so red that they looked like they were about to bleed.

In the lake, Feng Yu turned around and saw the supreme and unparalleled man kneeling on the ground with guilt and helplessness.

His entire body was giving off an aura of sadness and despair.

The emotions that she had just suppressed exploded once again.

The ice on the surface of the lake melted extremely quickly, and even the water in the lake started to burn.

"Ahhh!"

A sharp scream of pain echoed in the silent forest.

Long Zixuan raised his head and saw that Feng Yu was surrounded by flames. The scene from before reappeared, and deep pain appeared in his eyes.

"Little Feather…"

Long Zixuan shouted and quickly got up from the ground and rushed toward Feng Yu.

"Don't come over…"

Feng Yu screamed sharply and Long Zixuan subconsciously stopped. He looked at her absent-mindedly by the lake and murmured, "Little Feather…"

Seeing him stop, Feng Yu clenched her teeth and looked at him coldly. She cried and questioned, "I told you not to appear in front of me again. Why did you chase after me? Are you only happy when I die?"

Long Zixuan seemed to have lost his mind. He couldn’t say a single word. He could only shake his head anxiously, as if this was the only way to explain that he wasn’t thinking like this.

Why would he want her to die?

How could he be happy if she died? He would only… live a life worse than death.

Feng Yu clenched her fists tightly. The deadly pain on her body had already tortured her to the point that her emotions had completely collapsed.

At this moment, when she saw Long Zixuan, all her grievances and grievances were unleashed.

“Long Zixuan, I will die if I see you. Please don’t appear in front of me in the future. Don’t come and find me again. Just pretend that I have already died…”

After saying that, her body moved and she came out of the lake. She looked deeply at him before turning around and leaving without hesitation.

As she disappeared, Long Zixuan felt as if all the strength in his body had been sucked dry. His legs were so weak that he couldn’t even stand.

He wanted to chase after her, but his legs felt as if they had been rooted to the ground. He couldn’t lift them no matter how hard he tried.

Her hoarse voice kept reverberating in his mind.

She said that she would die if he saw her. She begged him not to appear in front of her in the future and not to find her again.

He didn’t want to believe her words, but the scene of her body burning in the room and the lake made him have no choice but to believe her.

She had always been fine. She had seen Yun Hong and came out of his yard. Even after she entered her room, she was fine.

It was only after he hugged her that she suddenly became like that. Even her peerless face was ruined.

As long as he recalled the scene just now, he couldn’t help but feel heartbroken and scared.

What kind of pain did his little feather endure? How did she get through this period of time?

Little feather, wait for me. I won’t give up on you. Give me a chance. I’ll make it up to you…

“Ah, green light. It hurts. It hurts. I can’t take it anymore. I really can’t take it anymore. Wuuu, I don’t want to live anymore…”

Deep inside the forest, Feng Yu’s legs went soft and she fell to the ground. She hugged her body with both arms and kept rolling on the ground.

Although the pure white silk wasn’t burned by the flames, it was dyed red by blood and gave off a strong smell of blood.

The pain was torturing her. She felt as if she was being cut into pieces. There was no part of her body that wasn’t hurting.

She was happy when she shouted, but after she shouted, her throat seemed to have been destroyed and she couldn’t make any sound. She could only cry softly.

Mo Ling, who was wrapped around her wrist, had already woken up. With a slight movement, she came out of her sleeve and looked at her anxiously.

All the eyes on the vines opened and they looked terrifying.

After the green light was awakened, the voice sounded urgently, “Woman, what happened? How did you become like this?”

Qing Guang had been digesting the power of the Godhead in her slumber, so she had no idea what had happened.

She only woke up and realized Feng Yu’s current state.

Her body was severely injured by the power of the world. If it weren’t for the fact that the bloodline of the Undead Demon Emperor was too strong, she would have died long ago.

Damn it! He told her over and over again to not have any emotions. How could she not remember?

Why did he torture her like this?

He wanted to scold her, but seeing her pitiful state, he couldn’t bear to scold her anymore.

He felt his heart ache.

“Qing Guang, I can’t take it anymore. I really can’t take it anymore…”

Feng Yu kept rolling on the ground. She looked like a ghost from hell. Her exposed skin was not good at all.

“Just endure it. Just endure it. Why don’t you come into the dimension?”

Qing Guang’s voice was trembling, but he was just a broken soul. He didn’t have a real body, so he couldn’t do anything even if he was worried about her.

Feng Yu’s mind was in chaos. All of her senses were tortured by the pain and she couldn’t hear what the azure light was saying.

“Master, since you are in so much pain, why don’t you just find a heart and put it in your body? That way, you won’t feel pain anymore.”

Li Huang’s voice seemed to come from the ancient times as it lingered in Feng Yu’s mind.