C99 I Used My Job to Numb Myself.

Later on, Lowell began to use all kinds of work to numb himself. Every day, he was so tired that he was half-dead, so that he would not have time to think about other things, and he would not think about Fianna anymore. Everything that was related to her had already been taken care of.

To a certain extent, Lowell had succeeded. During that period of time