C18

The drunk Lu Haoran slept until noon the next day. When he woke up, he found Yue Zijun leaning on a stone bed in the corner, staring at his own direction in a daze. He felt that Yue Zijun should be looking at him, but he also felt that Yue Zijun's gaze seemed to be looking at something else through him. This made him very uncomfortable and he wanted to know what Yue Zijun was thinking at the moment.

However, Lu Haoran was Lu Haoran after all, he had completely forgotten the drunken speech he had last night. He did not remember any shocking dialogue he had, and only felt that their friendship was not to the point of casually finding out each other's secrets.

However, that complicated gaze made people care, quite a lot.

"You're awake?" Yue Zijun smiled faintly: "There's dried food on the table." Seeing Lu Haoran eating, he said, "Let's leave as soon as possible after eating! This place is not suitable for you. "

Lu Haoran was stunned, he put down the food in his hand and asked: "What do you mean? "You chased me away?"

Yue Zijun looked at him in surprise and said matter-of-factly, "I'm hiding from people and you're not hiding from me. This is not a good place. Why should I keep you here?"

"I'll accompany you!" Lu Haoran also replied as if it was obvious. He originally came to accompany him, so he didn't even think about leaving.

"Accompany me?" What's there to accompany me for? "

"You …"

"You and I are only good friends. We're different in fairness and privacy, so we don't have much of a friendship, right?"

With one sentence, Lu Haoran became speechless and his heart felt heavy.

"Be careful when you leave."

Seeing Yue Zijun's cold attitude, Lu Haoran suddenly felt angry. He grabbed Yue Zijun's clothes and said: "Are you that eager for me to leave?"

Yue Zijun looked at him speechlessly for a long time.

Lu Haoran's anger slowly subsided. He helplessly let go of Yue Zijun and wiped his face. "Am I that unworthy of your friendship?" Aren't they very familiar with each other? At least in the dream, they were very familiar …

But that was a dream! No matter how you looked at it, it was just a dream before you could confirm it.

Yue Zijun lowered his head. After a long while, he finally said, "It's not your problem. I'm not qualified to be your friend." He wasn't worthy of Gentleman's Blade, who always trusted him, or the man who loved him.

"What's wrong with being a friend? I think it's enough. "

"It's no good getting involved with me."

"I'm not looking for you for benefits."

"I'm being hunted."

"If worse comes to worse, I'll hide with you."

"Do you understand or not!? You will die if you follow me! "

Died? That serious?

Lu Haoran suddenly laughed, "Who doesn't die in this world? A soldier will die for his own savior, and he will have no regrets even in death! "

Yue Zijun stopped talking and did not raise his head again.

Only when Lu Haoran found out about it, did he know that he was crying. Tears fell on his clothes and stained his entire sleeve.

— —

His days with Yue Zijun passed quickly. What was amazing was that Lu Haoran no longer dreamed, no longer hallucinated, no longer pestered by the invisible Yue Zijun. Perhaps this real body was useless against the illusions!

He found Yue Zijun to be a very knowledgeable person, very talkative and funny, always making people laugh. Compared to his scheming appearance, the current him was just like an elegant monk, causing people to not get tired of looking at him.

Lu Haoran's gaze would always be glued on Yue Zijun, only when he noticed Yue Zijun did he realize that he could see his spirit. This feeling was very familiar to him. There was a hint of bitterness in the faint sweetness. Lu Haoran could not tell what that bitterness represented. The voice of denial in his heart was ignored by his master because it was too weak.

The two of them were truly close to each other as if they were princes. It was so faint that they didn't even try to pull each other's hand anymore. However, it was like they were drinking the right wine. They could never tell which wine was which and which was which. This kind of relationship made them feel tipsy yet sober at the same time.

Until one night when Lu Haoran woke up to find Yue Zijun sitting on his bed staring at him with a gaze that made people's hearts ache. For a moment, Lu Haoran was speechless, and Yue Zijun was obviously surprised that he woke up at this moment.

The two remained in the same position in silence for a moment. Yue Zijun faked a cough and turned around to leave.

"Wait!" Lu Haoran suddenly reached out to stop him and said: "That …"

Yue Zijun turned his head and his eyes shone under the light of the fire. Lu Haoran did not know where he was and even forgot about the words that came out of his mouth.

"Haoran …"

Lu Haoran could not remember when Yue Zijun had called him by his first name. He just accepted it silently and felt that it should have been like this. This form of address had already surpassed their current relationship. Lu Haoran felt that every time Yue Zijun called him by his name, it contained many things that were previously not covered by Young Master Lu.

"Have we met before?"

Yue Zijun was stunned for a moment and then laughed: "How long has it been since you forgot?"

Lu Haoran knew what he was referring to and shook his head: "Not about Qian Piaoxue, but before. Have we met? "

"Have you ever seen you ask me instead of knowing it?"

"I can't remember …"

"Of course not."

"Yue Zijun!" Lu Haoran became agitated, "What exactly are you hiding? Avoiding what? "I don't remember what happened in the past. I've been injured and I've forgotten a lot of things …"

"Forget it, forget it!"

"That's very important!"

"Hur hur." Yue Zijun laughed again: "How do you know if it's important or not?"

"I …" How could he tell Yue Zijun that it was just a feeling?

"It might be a good thing to forget it sometimes!"

Lu Haoran softly loosened his grip on Yue Zijun's sleeve and lay back down. After a long time, he said, "Are you angry that I've forgotten you?" His fault? He should not have forgotten something so important. Therefore, Yue Zijun's sometimes cold and hot attitude was one of anger, anger that he forgot to pass.

"Nope."

"Then why are you smiling like you're crying?"

"..."

— —

In Lu Haoran's self-identification, he seems to have let Yue Zijun down. The biggest mistake was that he forgot the past and forgot something very important to him or Yue Zijun. Therefore, Lu Haoran was making up for it carefully.

Yue Zijun couldn't help feeling a pang of bitterness in his eyes. He should have truly said sorry to the person. Lu Haoran, who never made a mistake from the beginning to the end, didn't need to feel guilty nor bear any responsibility.

However, Yue Zijun couldn't say such words. On one hand, he didn't know where to start, so he didn't want to reveal that unbearable past. On the other hand, it was his selfishness to enjoy the care and care from Lu Haoran, the gentle and clumsy care.

At the end of the day, he was the selfish one. In terms of their relationship, he was always the one who had the advantage.

"Son, don't forget to bring your clothes every time!" Lu Haoran put the clothes on a rock by the spring and turned his head away from the water to look at the fair and charming body.

"You want to wash anyway, and by the way!" Yue Zijun sounded innocent, but he was laughing inside. He was doing it on purpose, and Lu Haoran's embarrassment and helplessness made him feel amused. Although they had already been intimate with each other before, that was when Wu Tie was still in a daze. The sober Lu Haoran was too much of a gentleman. In the past, he could tolerate emotions but now, he was too embarrassed to know what to do. The atmosphere between them was too ambiguous. Although it was not stated clearly, there was a certain consensus between them. Yue Zijun felt that even though Lu Haoran was a rogue once in a while, he didn't dare to step over him even if he had thoughts on his mind.

Did he have to become a wolf?

Yue Zijun slowly dressed behind Lu Haoran, his demeanor graceful. Yet, this young noble like person was actually thinking about how to design Lu Haoran.

Sigh! A gentleman and a young master, someone had to take that step first …

— — The content is from [Mick Read]