C200 Touching the Connection of One's Heart

"From this point of view, I admire and am grateful to the Empress. Even if she doesn't like me, I would still feel that it was a love and affection for your elder brother and that I am not worthy of her child. The Empress has treated your brother with kindness for so many years, and I was punished by her. I did not feel that it was wrong for me to suffer a little