C384 Firecracker
Rather than saying that to herself, it would be more accurate to say that she was complaining to Jiang Xian that all her hopes and dreams were ruined by him.
However, when Jiang Xian heard her words, he was not moved at all. Instead, he looked at her with pity. After a while, he said, "He brought this upon himself. No one can blame him for that."
When Aunt Lian heard this