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"Yifan, after I say it like this, do you still want to know?"

He looked at me when he finished and didn't know what else to say.

Did I really want to know?

Of course, I must want to know, but if what they say is really what I don't understand, then how am I supposed to do it?

I thought about it and realized I didn't know what else I could think of