C36 Good Morning Kiss
He's right, if he wants to, she can't escape the difference in power between men and women, born destined.
Qianxun heard her nervous breathing and her heart trembled. All these years, he was the only one who had touched her. That was when he was blind.
But even after five years, she could still clearly remember the first time. He was also so young and inexperienced, like a young boy. She only felt pain, but the thought of handing over herself to him... It made the pain become sweet.
The body in her memory was like floating in the clouds, his face... His hair was soaked by sweat and it stuck close to her forehead. She only felt that his heavy breathing occupied all of her senses. His eyes, which she could not see, were like sparkling black gems, making her feel like she was looking at him. Then, her face turned red.
At that time, she was really willful. She loved a person and did not care about the cause and effect. She did not even think about what she would do if the surgery failed.
Love when he was young was always so pure and clean. It was unlike now, where there were too many considerations.
Qianxun actually did not dislike Jee Junyang's touch. She even had some desire. She was also a normal woman. How could she remain indifferent when faced with a man whom she had loved and never let go?
Qianxun was a little dazed. She opened her eyes and only spoke after a long time, "You..."
Jee Junyang had already turned over and got down. He also tidied her messy long hair.
"It has been five years. I have never wanted a woman like this before." He sighed with a sense of loss. His deep voice was mellow and lonely. " However, even if it wasn't now, he shouldn't have used such a method. There are some things that I'm not sure about, but I will go and confirm them "
Girl, do you know that you once said domineeringly," Other than me, you can't have any other woman. If I find out, I will castrate you and stop you from harming the world."
At that time, you were so impudent. For your words, I kept my promise, but what about you?
Qianxun slowly sat up, her long hair hanging down from her forehead, covering both sides of her face. She really wanted to say something to him, but when the words reached her mouth, she could not say anything.
"Go to sleep." He suddenly turned off the light.
In the darkness, Jee Junyang stretched out his arm and wrapped it around her waist. He brought her into his arms and covered her with a blanket.
Once again, they shared a bed together. After five years, the distance between them was like the distance between heaven and earth.
It was unknown how many days had passed. She was not sleepy at all. She leaned in his arms and did not dare to move. She pretended to sleep and heard his steady breathing.
"One day, I will find out all your secrets. Girl, you can't run away. " His lips were pressed against her ears, as if he was talking to himself in a dream, but at the same time, as if he was deliberately telling her.
Qianxun's forehead was pressed against his chest. Her eyes were sour and silent tears flowed out.
Jee Junyang, do you know that I once thought that after you recovered, I will share all of my little secrets and big secrets with you, but many years later... You became a secret that I couldn't tell you in my heart, but I... Thank you for remembering me.
When the first ray of light from the morning sun entered the tent, Qianxun carefully moved her body to find a suitable angle to carefully examine the man in front of her.
Under her thick and light brows, her eyes were closed and there were clear and distinct long eyelashes. The outline of her face was smooth, her straight nose was straight, and her perfect lips were tightly pursed. He looked tired and quiet, sleeping without any defense.
Qianxun almost did not dare to believe that she was so close to him, so close that she could touch his newly grown beard.
One. Two people slept in the position of a person. After all, he had wronged his tall body, so he probably felt a little uncomfortable. Jee Junyang moved slightly and the blanket covering his body followed his movements and was kicked away.
Qianxun almost subconsciously pulled the blanket over and covered him again.
She often covered Ann with the blanket and Ann slept like this too. She was not honest at all and often kicked the blanket under the bed at night.
It turned out that it was all hereditary, the common nature of the father and daughter. He was already such a big person and did not sleep well. It was only at this moment that she felt that he was so real.
Jee Junyang, however, woke up at this time. His sleep was very light, and it might have something to do with his experience when he was young. The slightest movement of the wind and grass could wake him up.
He opened his eyes and grabbed Qianxun, who was holding the corner of the bed, close to the distance where he could kiss her when he lifted his head.
One of her hands was still pressing on his shoulder, and the other was supporting her head. Her soft long hair covered most of her face.
"Girl?" He called out her name softly. It was a bit blurry, like a dream.
Only then did Qianxun realize that his eyes had opened. His deep eyes reflected her shadow, as if he wanted to suck her entire person and soul into it.
She retracted her hand as if she had been shocked by electricity and flicked it away, "Sorry, I woke you up."
Perhaps because the force of the rebound was too great, she wanted to sit up again. That arm that supported her upper body suddenly felt numb and it hurt so much that she grimaced in pain.
Jee Junyang hurriedly sat up to support her. First, he looked at her worriedly, then he could not help but laugh. It was a very cheerful laugh that was clear and bright.
"Scared?" He massaged her paralyzed arm, relaxing her tendons and stimulating her blood.
"I'm fine." Qianxun shook her head. She thought, how good would it be if he could sleep more, so that she could watch more without restraint.
"If you want to see, you can look at me openly. You don't have to hide and hide in secret."
Huh? He found out?
"You pretended to sleep?"
"Aren't you the same?"
Qianxun was embarrassed. She wanted to say that if a man and a woman hugged each other and slept together, would they be able to sleep peacefully? But in the end, she was unable to speak and her face turned red first.
After a moment, Jee Junyang asked, "Are you better?"
"Yes, much better. Thank you." Qianxun retracted her arm and wanted to stand up.
It was already dawn. Since she could not sleep, she might as well go out for a walk and watch the sunrise. It was better than being awkward here.
But Jee Junyang's arm wrapped around her again at this time. He used a little strength and pressed her onto the ground. A warm kiss returned to her lips.
She subconsciously wanted to push him away and stand up, but she lifted her hand and put it back weakly.
Qianxun's heart surged with a resigned sigh.
What she was afraid of was that even if she refused to admit it, she would continuously retreat and pull away from him.
Qianxun was both happy and sad, accompanied by uneasiness.
His kiss was warm and long. It sucked out all the oxygen in her chest and only when she was almost suffocating did he let go of her red and swollen lips. Then, his two hands supported his shoulder and looked down at her from above.
Qianxun was lying under him in a daze. She could hear her chaotic breath and look at her face that was close to her and her pair of deep eyes. Her entire body felt as if her acupuncture points were pressed and she could not move.
In the narrow tent, it made people feel that the air was thin.
Qianxun felt that she was suffocating. The pressure on his body was too strong. It was not only that body, but also those invisible feelings that affected her senses.
She opened her mouth and wanted to speak but he pressed his finger on her lips, "Shh..."
His fingers that carried a thin cocoon gently caressed her lips.
In the end, Qianxun did not say anything.
He was like a king who slowly controlled her will.
"Close your eyes." He said again.
Qianxun, however, still widened her eyes and stared straight at him. If she wanted to give herself to him, she wanted to remember his appearance.
Jee Junyang looked at her pure and stubborn eyes. He gently caressed them with his palm and then tied a handkerchief that had appeared out of nowhere onto it.
Qianxun only felt that everything in front of her was pitch black and her heart was somewhat afraid. She did not know what he was going to do next.
"Have you tried before? It feels like I can't see anything." His voice became very soft, as if it carried the power of a cup. "I have experienced the darkest period of time, but there is a girl next to me who says, Believe her, she will lead me to the light..."
Qianxun bit her lips, how could she not understand. Jee Junyang wanted to destroy her will to defend. He admitted it himself. She couldn't see his expression, but she knew that he must be staring at every change in her expression. He was testing her step by step.
Ji Junyang gently held her hand, intertwining with her ten fingers. Qianxun felt that she resisted with some force but was still slowly moved away by him.
"I will not hurt you. As long as you are unwilling, you can shout to stop at any time." He whispered into her ear like a gentle breeze and drizzle.
Qianxun smiled bitterly, "Mr Jee, you went around in such a big circle. Didn't you want to get me? If I say I don't want you to let me go, will you really let me go? I'm not a virgin either. Actually, you don't have to spend so much effort. Since you want it, take it. Since ancient times, the strong have suppressed the weak. I just hope that after you take away what you want, you can restore my peaceful life."
That kind of turbulent love, she no longer had the courage to let her loved ones pay for her.
Jee Junyang shook his head, "Impossible. There are some things that I can't be certain of, and I won't let you go."
Once I'm sure it's you, Wen Qianxun, I won't be able to escape for the rest of my life. Even if I restrict your freedom, I will lock you by my side to repay my five years of longing.
"What exactly do you want? You must destroy my life before you are satisfied?" Her question was more like a sigh towards herself. She didn't think that she would cry, thinking that she could control her emotions. Suddenly, she collapsed. Fortunately, the handkerchief absorbed her tears. He wouldn't be able to see through her.
She felt powerless. She was in a dilemma, and she was suffering. On one hand, it was familial love, and on the other hand, it was love.
Jee Junyang backed away a little. He looked at her with a deep gaze. His face was cold and resolute. "Girl, you can run away, but one day, I will make you admit it."