C136 Bury love in the bottom of your heart for a long time

A long time later, he had thought that if he hadn't fallen behind in the car race that year, if he hadn't broken into this old, forgotten neighborhood out of exhaustion and thirst, hadn't bought ice cream, hadn't met her, hadn't followed her ?

What would his life be like?

Perhaps, it wouldn't be so colorful and winding, yet sad and happy at the same time