C124 It's better to lose the world than to lose it

My throat was so dry that it felt like smoke was coming out of my mouth. Somehow, I didn't close the door and exit the room. Instead, I tremblingly stepped in.

This step in seemed to stir the most agitated nerves in my heart. After that, I tremblingly went in all at once. With a 'kacha' sound, I closed the door.

I don't know what's going on, but my temples are swelling