C20 Uncontrollable Longing

Liu Xuehua looked at her son who had turned around and left with a trace of ruthlessness in her eyes. When Shan Chenxuan disappeared at the top of the stairs, Liu Xuehua took out her phone …

"Help me find out where Su Wenjing is now."

Hmph, Su Wenjing, it'd better not be you, otherwise I'll make you suffer.

Shan Chenxuan locked himself in his room and ignored everyone else. He also locked out the people who brought him food, not eating or drinking at all. In her hands were the things Su Wenjing had left behind in the villa, her property certificate, cheques, etc. However, there wasn't a single photo of her.

Jing, what are you doing now? With the man you love? You know how much I miss you. Why didn't you explain to me four years ago? Why do you want me to chase you away? Aren't you being too cruel?

Why is it that every time I see you and think of you, you wouldn't let me find you if it wasn't for the wedding dress, would you?

It was unknown if it was because he was hungry, sleepy, or really tired, but the sky wasn't completely dark yet. Shan Chenxuan had already fallen asleep and was frowning as if he was having a nightmare …

Shan Chenxuan didn't eat nor drink. Liu Xuehua was extremely anxious. This made her hate the woman in his heart even more. It was because of her that her son became like this.

Su Wenjing dragged her tired body home. It was finally the weekend. Although she had a lot of things to do, she had used up most of her time before leaving work on Friday.

She missed Su Jiayu. Originally, she wasn't planning to return to A City this weekend, as she had only been here for three days. But when she spoke to Jiayu, she couldn't help but head straight to the airport, eager to see her child.

His father's face seemed to overlap with Jiayu's. The father and the son were so alike that when they did not bring Su Jiayu here, Su Wenjing thought she had made the right decision.

He had been in H City for three days, but he had met Shan Chenxuan two days ago. Su Wenjing really wanted to see him, just like before, as long as she could see him. However, every time he saw her, he would mock her. She did not want this situation to be seen by Su Jiayu. She only wished for her son to have a healthy living environment, which could only be given to him by City A.

Su Wenjing wondered if such a thing would happen again in the future. She wanted it to end here, but would it really end here? Hopefully, the wedding dress had already been designed, and it could be said that he no longer had anything to do with her. He was getting engaged, and now that he had a wife he loved, how could he still think about her?

He felt a sense of loss, frustration, and discomfort in his heart.

Su Wenjing, are you still not awake? In his eyes, you are just a useless, greedy, annoying woman. Why do you want to see him so much? Do you want to see him humiliate you again?

As the plane landed, Zhang Haohan and Jiayu appeared in front of her, and these thoughts were swept away. It was enough for her to have Jiayu, Shan Chenxuan was just a passerby.

"Mom!" Jiayu rushed into Su Wenjing's arms and kissed heavily on her face. Half of his saliva was on her face.

"Jiayu, have you listened to Uncle Zhang's words for the past few days?" Looking at her son, Su Wenjing felt that it was not enough to hug him like this. She really wanted him to stick to her like this forever.

"Listen, if you don't believe me, ask Uncle Zhang." Wu turned his head towards Zhang Haohan.

"Yes!" "Jiayu is the most obedient. Can you come down and hug uncle?" Zhang Haohan looked at Su Wenjing with a hint of weariness on her face and knew that she must have had very little rest that night, or else it would have been impossible for her to get back to A City at night. Su Jiayu was four years old, and he was tired from holding him.

"Hmm …" Su Jiayu thought about it and said, "Alright then! But I'm going to sleep with Mom tonight, okay? "

"Well, Jiayu went home with his mother at night! "Mr Haohan, it's okay. Let me carry him. I haven't seen him for days." Su Wenjing looked at Su Jiayu lovingly. Only when she saw him did she have such a true smile.

Zhang Haohan knew that she doted on this son the most, so he could only follow her. He helped her take off her backpack, put it on his back, and walked toward the parking lot. From the looks of it, these three people seemed to be one family.

Since Su Wenjing had returned to City A late, Su Jiayu had fallen asleep on the way home.

"Jingjing, will I send you home directly?" Zhang Haohan looked at Su Jiayu, who had fallen asleep in the back seat, from the rearview mirror and knew that Su Wenjing wouldn't follow him home at night, so he asked.

"Hmm, sorry for troubling you, Mr Haohan."

"Hehe, you are always so polite to me, your words are so unfamiliar, I really don't know what to say. Perhaps I will treat everything I do for you as something that should be done, at least that's what I subconsciously think. Although I know that our relationship is only that of friends, you don't have to refuse me like this. "

Zhang Haohan shook his head slightly. It had been four years and she had been divorced for four years, but in Su Wenjing's heart, there was only Shan Chenxuan. When would she be able to catch a glimpse of him? No matter how much she did, it couldn't catch her eye.

"Mr Haohan, I … "I'm sorry!" Some words were said again and again, but she really couldn't bear to hurt his heart time and time again. From the university until now, Zhang Haohan was like a guardian god. Whenever and wherever she needed help, he would appear.

Su Wenjing couldn't afford to be a friend that surpassed her friendship. So wherever Zhang Haohan needed Su Wenjing, she would agree to it. Except to marry him.

Zhang Haohan forced a smile. "It's alright Jingjing, even if we are good friends, I will still take care of you and Jiayu. Jiayu is so cute, even if I wanted to leave him alone, my parents would not be willing."

"Mr Haohan, to have someone like you …" Such a friend is really good! "

"Yeah, but if there's a chance, we're no longer friends. It might be better." If Zhang Haohan had pointed it out, he knew that Su Wenjing would understand, but he also knew her answer. After being rejected for so many years, he seemed to have gotten used to it.

The car quieted down once again. Neither of them spoke another word. The atmosphere was terrifyingly quiet. Su Wenjing wanted to find an opportunity to ask a question, but in this kind of atmosphere, randomly asking an irrelevant question didn't seem appropriate.

He decided not to speak anymore. He closed his eyes tightly. Today, he was indeed very tired. He had been busy the whole day and only felt dazzled. Fortunately, he saw Jiayu at night, and all his fatigue seemed to have disappeared.

Zhang Haohan shot a glance at Su Wenjing, who was resting with her eyes closed. He wanted to caress her face, but he restrained himself. It was fine as long as Su Wenjing did not alienate him. If he wanted her to accept him, he first had to get rid of Shan Chenxuan, who was in his heart.

However, Zhang Haohan had always been unwilling to do so. He did not mind that she had always kept him in her heart, as long as he could always take care of her and Su Jiayu. However, Su Wenjing did not give him such an opportunity.

Zhang Haohan couldn't bear to see her so tired by herself. Jingjing, I must become your man, I want to protect you fair and square, regardless of whether you are willing or not, don't reject me, okay? You know, as long as you refuse, in order to not make you feel bad, I will shut up. But now that Shan Chenxuan is about to get married, how can you continue to let yourself think about him?

Jingjing, don't blame me, I don't want you to see the moment of Shan Chenxuan's engagement, but that's the only way to make you give up right? Long pain is no better than short pain, you can rest assured, I will always accompany you, with me, you will never be alone.

The car stopped in front of Su Wenjing's house. Although this small apartment was small, it was filled with warmth. Every corner had the scent of mother and son. Zhang Haohan liked this place very much, but due to it being too late, he couldn't stay for long.

"Jingjing, it's getting late, I'll be leaving first. I'll come pick you guys up tomorrow morning, Jiayu wants to go to the park to play." Su Wenjing had known this before, and though she didn't want to bother Zhang Haohan, it was as if Su Jiayu had insisted on going with him, and Zhang Haohan had a million votes for it, and it would be too pretentious of her to say no.

"Alright, then I'll see you in the morning."

"Yes, that's right Jingjing. Remember to accompany me to the banquet on Monday." Zhang Haohan felt that what he did was a bit despicable, but he really didn't want Su Wenjing to think that he was working so hard and that man wasn't worthy.

"Don't worry, Mr Haohan. I promised you, but I will have to trouble uncle and aunt with Jiayu on Monday."

Zhang Haohan patted Su Wenjing's head and said with a smile, "You don't have to worry about that. My parents would love to see Jiayu every day!" Alright, let's rest early! " Zhang Haohan couldn't help but hug Su Wenjing before turning around to leave.

Looking at his back, Su Wenjing really didn't know what she should do. This man was good enough for her, perhaps there wouldn't be such a good man in this world who treated her like this. But Su Wenjing didn't want to harm him.

Returning to his room, he caressed Su Jiayu's face. This son was his and Shan Chenxuan's baby. Although she couldn't get fatherly love, Su Wenjing would give him many times the maternal love and make him grow up in the happiest environment.

As it turned out, she had done it. Su Jiayu had been living in a good environment, having just given birth to him, and Su Wenjing was just a small designer, living a poor life and unwilling to accept the help of her friends. No matter how bitter she was, she would never be stingy towards Jiayu.

Su Wenjing's heart was warm. After all these years, Jiayu had never mentioned his father. Su Wenjing felt that she had made a kind of reward by giving him so much.

However, she didn't realize that even though Su Jiayu didn't mention his father, he really didn't want him anymore in his heart.