C210 2

If only I had studied psychology, but if only I had, I would be able to analyze my current state of mind. After analyzing my current state, I would know what to do, even if there was the slightest mistake. At the very least, I know what I should do myself.

But now, since I do not know my own inner state, I do not know myself what I should let me go, and tell myself everything I want to know