C141 Never See Each Other for Ever and Ever

The sixth drop of blood, I can't forget it, he said that hate is easier than love to let go of, I just obediently remember how he failed to live up to me, and then I completely forgot about my cruelty to him, and how I betrayed him, and how I thought that he had betrayed me without a care in the world, and now, I understand that I have been torturing him for all my life, I have never hated myself