C1 All I crave for is Peace

This life is filled with ups and downs,I know am never perfect, am never the golden girl born with beauty and brain, just a plain idiot unlike Jade my younger sister,she got everything but me it's quite the opposite,even my own dad's hate me and look down on me,it's not like mum got high hopes on me either.

The question on what life is and why does it treat people differently is what I still ask myself, it's not like what everyone wants in life is the same ,for some is wealth, while to another set of people is fame ,to others it's love and happiness but what someone like me could think of is peace and a state where people can accept me for who I am,Guess that only a dream right? Halirious.

I am sure today is packed with series of events that are waiting to unfold. I just witnessed episode one, that my Dad's scolding and tongue lashing,words indeed strong enough to make you climb the rooftop and just jump down since your existence is of no value.

I bet I might end up doing that this days cause his words are chattering me and driving me crazy.Now that my head are filled with echoes of give up,just end the damn life maybe everyone would be happy then"

These were the thoughts that race through my mind as I walk to school. "I am sure those school bitches can't wait for Lilly Winter to get to school,so they can start a new episode of bullying, What a day".

An absent minded highschool girl with a pale skin and sickly looking body crossed the street with her head hung down sadly .Sure the young lady has a lot on her mind but whatever it's, I hope she finds happiness to light her world.