C114 I'm Sorry I Love You

"Linjia, don't go. " Su Huai grabbed her thin wrist. He didn't have much strength left, but mixed with obsession, he still had a great amount of strength.

"Don't speak anymore, I'll help you up. "

She gave him a hand and let him support himself to sit properly. After that, she gritted her teeth with a distorted expression and crawled up the bed.

"The sky is turning, the earth is also turning. " He cried out in grief.

"Does hangover feel good? Do you still want to drink so much in the future?" Lin Jia did not have any sympathy for him. She quickly took out another antidote and placed it in front of his mouth.

"Please, don't say the word 'wine', I'm nauseous"

Su Huai drank the strange liquid, but he didn't dare to ask what she had given him to drink. He was afraid that it would infuriate Lin Jia and cause her to mistakenly think that he didn't trust her. In the end, it wouldn't be bad medicine or something like that. If he drank it, there would only be benefits and no disadvantages. Even if it was poisonous, he could die at her hands. He also felt a little happy in his heart.

Oh no, a breakup and a night of drinking. How could he have such a strange thought? He didn't even look like him anymore!

"Remember what you're feeling now. You'll hesitate before you drink too much in the future. "

After Lin Jia finished speaking, It was rather unpleasant.

Something like this had nothing to do with her anymore. Why would she need to speak so much?

This small apartment that was filled with memories always reminded her of many things from the past. That indescribable feeling, Lin Jia did not like it. She truly felt that there was no need for her to stay any longer.

Only when she made a slight move did Su Huai immediately sit up vigilantly.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to work! Don't you still feel uncomfortable? Lie down properly. Don't move, or you'll feel uncomfortable. I gave you two antidotes, and after sleeping for a bit, the hangover should fade a lot! Alright, take care of yourself, I'm leaving"

Caring is concern. Even in the coldest tone, what you need to express is still concern.

Su Huai sighed," Can you not leave? "

"The company still has matters to attend to!" Lin Jia clenched her fists. "Su Huai, don't torment yourself. "

"You think this is torture?" Su Huai sighed again. "Forget it, you can leave if you want to. "

In any case, she was bent on leaving him. Even if he exerted all his strength to jump off the bed to stop her now, she still wouldn't change her mind and would instead flee faster.

"Then I'll leave. " Lin Jia walked towards the entrance.

She was still wearing her shoes when the sound of something heavy hitting the ground came from behind her.

The corner of her mouth twitched. Before her brain could react, she had already rushed to the front of the bed.

Seeing Su Huai fall once again under the bed, she angrily roared in a low voice, "What exactly are you thinking about?"

Su Huai grinned embarrassedly. "You might not believe me if I say it out loud, but I only flipped my body, and then I accidentally flipped my body and missed. "

He didn't intend to fall down on purpose, and it wasn't for the sake of attracting her attention that he did this.

But Lin Jia didn't believe him at all.

Especially when she saw him knocking on the corner of the table and drawing a deep red mark on his arm, her expression seemed as if she would fall out with him at any time.

Su Huai's desire to live opened, and he shut his mouth.

"You stand up and return to the bed. " Lin Jia roared in a low voice.

"I. . . Feel dizzy. . . I don't have any strength left. . . Why don't you let me lie here slowly?" Su Huai weakly took a deep breath.

Lin Jia fiercely glared at him for a long time before finally putting down the bag in her hand and coming over to support him.

Su Huai didn't play any tricks and obediently returned to the bed.

Just as he lay down, his stomach emitted gurgling sounds. After continuing for two to three seconds, another series of gurgling sounds. . .

This really wasn't an act, but it had to be said that the timing was perfect.

Su Huai revealed a bitter smile. "I'm hungry, and my stomach hurts a little. "

He exchanged glances with Lin Jia. He said, "I'll rest for a while. When I have some strength, I'll get up and warm the food myself. If you're busy, you can leave first. Don't worry about me. "

After he finished speaking, his stomach continued to rumble. He pressed down with all his might, trying to stop it, but he could not control the awkward sound coming from within his body.

Lin Jia's footsteps were extremely heavy as she rushed into the kitchen.

Although he was unable to see the situation inside, hearing the sound of chopsticks clinking, Su Huai still could not control the smile that spread out from the corners of his mouth.

Not long after, he already smelled the fragrance of the rice porridge.

Su Huai originally didn't have an appetite, but when he really smelled the fragrance, he suddenly became expectant.

It had already been a very, very long time since he had eaten the food that Lin Jia personally cooked! When the relationship between the two was at its strongest, Lin Jia would show her hand from time to time. The dishes that she knew how to cook were all called Grandma's home-cooked dishes. As the name implied, Every dish she knew was taught to her by Grandma, the combination of ingredients. The cooking steps, the condiments chosen. . . It was the same process that her grandmother taught her all those years ago, but it didn't change at all. The ingredients were very ordinary. The cooking method was also simple, but it was very easy to have a blissful taste. Lin Jia said that it was the feeling of home, A normal meal was the most nourishing. No matter how much one ate, it wouldn't be bad, much less greasy. . .

If it wasn't for the two of them suddenly breaking up later on, Su Huai still wouldn't have known that he'd already deeply fallen in love with this kind of exquisite feeling that he'd never had before.

But in next to no time, she resolutely turned around and left, and she abandoned the past even faster than him, and started her life anew with a carefree expression.

Su Huai frowned tightly.

When Lin Jia walked out with porridge and vegetables, he was actually still lost in thought.

"Sit by the bed and eat!" She didn't let him get up. She put all her food in a place that was within his reach. "Then, I'll be leaving first. "

Su Huai's hand that held the bowl of porridge trembled without end.

If it wasn't for Lin Jia's quick hands and quick eyes, the bowl of porridge would have directly flipped over.

"Sorry, my fingers have always been shaking. I can't control it. " Su Huai smiled bitterly as he showed her his fingers. When his palm was empty, it was still trembling slightly. It should be because he drank too much. "Don't worry about it, it won't shake after shaking for a while. I still want to not eat it. If I accidentally knock it over, Not only did I let you down, I also ruined the bedsheets and the noodles. "

Lin Jia was already helpless to the point of losing her temper.

She couldn't remember how many times she had put down her bag. She was glad that she wasn't in a hurry to put on her coat.

She picked up the bowl of porridge and sat by the bed, stirring the porridge gently.

From beginning to end, she didn't say anything. When the porridge cooled down, she dug out a spoonful and tried the heat before sending it to his mouth.

"There's no need to be like this. It's too troublesome for you!" Su Huai seemed to be slightly embarrassed.

"I've placed a small spoonful of chili in the tip of the pickled melon. Eating it together with plain porridge will increase one's appetite, but it can't be excessive, so as to avoid stimulating your stomach and making it uncomfortable. " Lin Jia introduced every dish she made and then fed him one spoonful after another as if nothing had happened.

Su Huai's mouth was stuffed full, and he practically didn't have the chance to speak.

After eating until he was 70% full, he found an empty space, and he asked in a light voice, "You're not angry with me anymore, right?"

"I've never been angry before. " Lin Jia replied calmly.

"You still have me in your heart, right? Otherwise. . . If I was drunk, just let me sleep on the streets, I wouldn't have rushed over to pick me up. Even if it was out of friendship, If you come to pick me up and send me home, you just have to leave me behind and leave. You don't have to take care of me all night, but you still take care of me. You're angry and you wait for me to wake up before you leave. I didn't forget to cook porridge and cook. Lin Jia, if that's the case, it doesn't count as having feelings. How much more do you need to do before it counts?"

She listened quietly and did not interrupt.

Lin Jia's gaze was always focused on the bowl of porridge. She did not answer his question but asked something else.

"Are you full? There's more in the kitchen. Do you want to go and get another bowl for you?"

"Can you stop running away? I like you, and you like me too. There is no longer any obstacle between us, so why do we still have to separate? " He grabbed her wrist, not letting her leave.

Lin Jia sighed. "There are still many, many good girls. With your condition, you need to find a more beautiful and outstanding girlfriend. Actually, it's not hard at all. You don't have to. . . "

"The person I've decided on has always been you. " He rudely interrupted her.

"Whether or not two people are suitable to be together, just having deep feelings is not enough. We come from different living environments, It's hard for us to separate from our original living circles, you think I'm different. . . That's because in your life, there are very few types of people like me who rely on my own hard work to live a relatively good life. When the novelty has passed, In the end, your own kind is more suitable for you. For example, the fiancée your family found for you, that Miss Feng. She and her family can lend you a helping hand when you and your family are in danger. And this is something I can't do even if I sacrifice my life. Besides meaningless words of comfort, I can't do anything!" Lin Jia's voice was soft, and her entire person was a little vexed and low. "One year ago, the reason why I proposed to break up with you. . . It was because I saw all of this clearly that I made a decision after careful consideration. Su Huai, That feeling of powerlessness tortured me for a very long time. I really don't want to endure it again!"

"I've already settled most of the Su Clan's matters, and I won't jump out and affect you and me again. Feng Shui Ting and I have officially terminated our engagement. I also did not accept the conditions proposed by the Feng family. The reason why I gave up on the shortcut that was presented in front of me was because. . . It took me an entire year to find an empty slot to come and find you, all for the sake of telling you frankly. . . I've never forgotten this relationship! " He was afraid that she would suddenly snatch the door away, so he subconsciously wrapped his arms around her. This made the distance between the two very close, allowing them to clearly feel each other's breathing. "Give me another chance. Give us hope. Let's try again, okay? "

Lin Jia suddenly could not hold it in anymore. Her nose was sore, and her eyes were sore.

"Then what about next time? If there's a similar situation again, I still can't help you with anything! Su Huai, are you sure you really want such a woman? Will you feel tired in the future? Do you feel that you won't be able to obtain any help from me? At that time, when you discover the enormous difference between us, That is the difference brought about by the original family. It is the absolute distance that I will not be able to make up for even if I try my best! If you can't hold on any longer, what should I do?" She shook her head vigorously. "We have to admit that the phrase" family match "is not just an old saying. After thinking about it carefully, She still felt that it made a lot of sense. You know, I went home and had a deep conversation with my parents. I told them that I can't do it because I'm at the age where I should get married. In order to get married, I went to find a similar person to marry, so I gave up on Senior Brother Liao. I resisted the pressure and destroyed the promise of getting married to him; I couldn't ignore all the obstacles in front of me just because I liked you. I stubbornly believe that with love, I can eat and drink to my heart's content, and with love, I can overcome all tribulations as a matter of course!"

After a pause, she murmured, "Actually, our relationship is merely a trace left behind by love. One year's time has already diluted a lot of longing. Two years, five years, ten years. . . Time will eventually grind away the memories that once existed. When that time comes. . . Whether it's you or me, we will be able to let go of our past and face each other with a relaxed mood. "

"I don't really understand what you're saying!" Su Huai smiled bitterly. "That's your attitude, I respect it. For the sake of fairness, I also have the right to show my own attitude. Right?"

Lin Jia didn't say anything.

Su Huai continued, "My attitude is that from the f * ck time we met, what I saw was a proactive and hardworking Lin Jia. A Lin Jia who lived in adversity, and a Lin Jia who worked hard to start her own business. A wise and intelligent Lin Jia. Lin Jia was able to lead a group of people to do her business with a simple thought. Such an independent and self-strengthening Lin Jia allows me to be at ease and allow her to fly freely. Free to charge in. However, what I truly didn't expect was. . . Lin Jia actually had times when she felt inferior. I'm really sorry. I was the one who overlooked this point. You also have a weak side. No matter how strong you are to outsiders, you still need me. "

Without any hesitation, he hugged her tightly.

Lin Jia struggled. "Don't overestimate yourself. I don't feel inferior, and I'm not weak either. I don't need to. . . "

In the end, he still hadn't allowed her to say the words that hurt people.