C4 It's Easy to Throw People Away(2)

Liu Jiayan had been busy the past two years, and he had been very busy the whole time.

She wanted to go to graduate school, but she had good reputation. She didn't want to accept any more money from her parents, so she saved up for more than half a year's worth of salary and went back home full of confidence.

In the end, she became so stuffy that she spent four thousand to buy a computer, more than a thousand to buy research books and materials, and seven hundred to eight to buy a house. Everything was ready, but she was completely unable to read any of the books. Ten thousand dollars was lost to her in less than half a year, which cost a thousand yuan.

The one with the cigarette was heartbroken. He even had the heart to die. She hugged her computer all day long and slept soundly. The red-headed Grandpa Hairy just couldn't come out, making her furious. He really wanted to fall asleep and never have to open his eyes again.

However, she was still alive, so she had to eat and drink. After a while, when there was still a bit of money left, Liu Jia Yan waved her claws and made the decision that would hurt the most in her life!

This winter of 2012 was the most difficult for Willow Smoke.

First of all, because of the dispute over money and personality, he broke off with Wei Wenjing, a high school and university classmate who had known him for seven years. Secondly, because he couldn't stand the pain anymore, he hurriedly started his first love, but before he had the time to love, he was ruthlessly killed by reality.

No matter which one it was, it was both a hidden pain from the Willow. It hurt.

Liu carried the thought that she would never see daylight and light again when she left Wei Wenjing. Just thinking about it caused her to be in so much pain that she found it hard to breathe. Hot tears welled up in his eyes as he rolled on the ground, but he didn't dare to drop a single drop. She hated her weakness.

In his heart, he had long known that the ravine was a place of endless destruction. However, he had deceived himself. This was the first time that a wall had been destroyed. He was thinking about the eternal beauty and the friendship in her words.

Liu Ziyan advised himself not to be so stingy. She was a girl, and it was too difficult for her to lead a group of men. Anyway, I've come to her, and she's offered me a place to stay, so don't worry about it so much if I don't get the rent. If you want to wash clothes, just do it. Not many.

He had to bear with it. He couldn't bear it any longer.

She didn't understand why her reunion with Wei Wenshu was so different from the grand and passionate she had imagined. When she came, Wei Wenjing would either find her lazy, or would find her stupid. He ordered her to wash the clothes, cook, and clean up. He cajoled her into taking out all the money she had left.

The first day he went out to visit the supermarket, he swiped a 500 yuan card with a cigarette. However, the thing she bought was only a toothbrush!

She wasn't a stingy person, but she couldn't understand. Wei Wenjing already said that she didn't like her female colleague, so why did she spend my money to give it to others? Bringing a cigarette was very uncomfortable. She spent money for Wei Wenshu, she was happy, she spent money for strangers, she hated it.

Wei Wenjing promised to pay him next week's salary before he brought the money for the cigarettes. As a result, a clan with a salary of more than 3000 yuan, when the salary came down, said that there was no money, and also took the money out with cigarettes. Even though bringing cigarettes was uncomfortable, he still gave her his card. Wei Wenshu was not polite at all. He only took a fraction of the 600 yuan.

Bringing a cigarette was not the first time he felt wronged. Shame. Every time Wei Wenjing and her colleagues went to dinner, he would call her over and stop complaining that she wasn't sensible. He had no money to pay for it. All the money had been taken away by Wei Wen. Bringing cigarettes felt shameful. He watched as Wei Wenshu faked his money generously while he acted as a freeloader.

This caused him to start questioning Wei Wenshu's words, "Wait for me …" the promise of a coy word.

After leaving Wei Wenjing, she suddenly discovered that she couldn't recall even the slightest bit of Wei Wenjing's benefits, causing her heart to ache with panic. She was afraid that she would stubbornly rush towards her previous agreement and end up becoming an awkward joke.

Liu Zuoyan, as an unsociable student, was also a quiet worker in society. Therefore, she felt that it was her own fault for causing such a ruckus between Wei Wenjing and herself. She knew she was too soft. With Wei Wenjing, she would never be able to save a penny for her financial independence.

She was a filial child, but she was also a child who cared about her reputation. She could not imagine going back home in half a year without being able to save up some money for her embarrassment and embarrassment. Because he was too sad and didn't want to see Wei Wenshu's face again, Liu Jiayan chose to leave without saying goodbye.

She knew that what she had done had caused her some pain, but it still hurt in her heart. She no longer had the mood to continue being gentle. She decided to move out of their shared house, and with the 2000 yuan her parents had provided her, she settled on a home for half a year.

Liu Ziyan felt depressed and was unable to show his face. He hoped that Wei Wenjing would come to find her and reconcile with her, but he was also afraid that the awkward silence would break him completely.

She did not know how she began what she called her first love. He was a colleague with a cigarette, a year older than that. He collected the cigarettes in the downstairs lobby and cooked in the kitchen upstairs.

Once over a hill, once to a movie, once to a barbecue, once to a KFC. Nothing else. And just like that, they let nature take its course,

When Liu Jiayan invited the girls and aunts to his room to play, he followed and groped for the door.

Liu Jiayan doesn't know how people fall in love, but she is a conservative, does not like the same lord and premarital sex. Therefore, when he brought a cigarette at night and refused to leave, he became anxious. She was close to tears, but he wouldn't move.

In the end, Liu Ziyan was too thin-skinned, afraid that others would know that she had let a boy into her house and wouldn't refuse. In a fit of anger, Liu Yan wrapped himself in a blanket and fell asleep. He could stay as long as he wanted, she thought, as long as he didn't touch her.

Later on, Liu Jiayan realized how childish he was. Due to her habitual compromise, she had allowed him to take an inch from her and forcibly take away her virginity. After losing her virginity, she finally knew to protect herself. He did not cry, nor did he cause any trouble. It was as if nothing more was worth her heartache.

Liu Ziyan didn't want to continue with him anymore. Because he always said he respected her, but he never respected her. She had bitterly refused to let him continue, but he had forced her body to do as he pleased. After that, she pretended to be a grandson and said good words, making Yan Qianyin feel very sad. She didn't like a selfish person like him.

Carrying a cigarette and smiling bitterly, the cost of growing up was simply too painful. She was not clean, she thought. Marrying someone of the same age was tantamount to cheating. She could not do such a thing. Therefore, if she were to marry someone, she would have to marry a divorced or widowed old man.

She didn't like to indulge in the past and reminisce. Because in this world, there was nothing that could not be forgotten and was not worth it. There was a reason behind every experience and existence in a person's life.

She never blamed others for what they did, she only knew what she could bear. She was tired and didn't want to pursue it anymore.

Therefore, she endured until the end of the year to leave. Back home.

Liu Jiayan set a goal for himself: to become a teacher and become a teacher. To write a book and complete 300,000 words. Find someone to marry yourself.

At the end of 13 years, Liujiayan smoothly completed the theoretical examination — — Interview class — — Medical examination — — to obtain a certificate, honorably becoming the language teacher of the county's Nanguan Middle School. By the time her book was opened, the only thing left undefined was marriage.

The author has said that half of these stories are true and half false, that some are my classmates, that many of the sadness and past are the scratches of youth, slipping away from the pen of time, and I do not know if it is a success or a failure to write the dictation of many people, to mold it on one person. Whether it is right or wrong, I only hope that this time's young memories can bring me some inspiration and power to tomorrow.