C13 Haru to Aiden: Chapter 13

Haru

“Jess, you did that on purpose, didn’t you?” I asked as I shut the bedroom door behind me.

Jess turned to look at me, her pajamas in hand.

Ah, I see she came prepared.

She said, “Oh shit! I’ve upset you, haven’t I? I’m so sorry, Haru. I didn’t mean to do that. I honestly didn’t. If you don’t like it, I’ll take a taxi home.”

I came to sit on the bed and then sighed. “No, it’s not that. I mean… Shit… I have to share a bed with Aiden.”

Which I hadn’t done for a long time.

Jess offered meekly, “I can always sleep on the floor.”

“Don’t be silly. You sleep here on my bed where it’s comfortable. Just don’t complain about the smell though.”

She chuckled, looking relieved. “I won’t. Besides, you don’t smell. I know you’re clean.”

“Why don’t you get changed? The bathroom is free.”

She nodded and then headed out the door, her pajamas and toothbrush and paste in hand.

Alone, I collapsed on the bed and let out a big sigh.

Shit! I had to share a bed with Aiden tonight, and the thought made my heart race in both dread and excitement. How should I behave?

Normal. I should act like this is natural.

When Jess returned, now in her sleepwear, she asked, “Are you sure it’s okay for me to take your bed?”

I nodded. “It’s fine.” I headed over to my drawers and took out my sleepwear. “Good night, Jess,” I said at the door.

She gave me a bright grin, a BL manga in hand. “Good night, Haru. Have a splendid time sharing a bed with your beloved Aiden.”

I chuckled. Jess just couldn’t miss a chance to egg me on.

I headed out the door and left her to it. I didn’t have any doubt she’d be reading until two or three in the morning since she didn’t have class until the afternoon.

Across the hallway, I saw Reo seeing his friends David and Evan off at the front door, meanwhile from the dining room, I heard Mason, Lucas, and Carter talking. Across from my room, I heard Isaac discussing with his friends who was going to sleep where, since his room was small. I doubted all four would fit, even if some of them had to sleep on the futons we had as spares.

I was just getting into the bathroom when I heard footsteps coming out of Isaac’s room and then Isaac’s voice said, “Noah, can Ryan sleep in your room? We can’t fit everyone in mine.”

Noah snapped back, “Don’t be ridiculous. You guys want to stay, you guys make it work.”

Reo said, “Noah, don’t be such an ass.”

I couldn’t help but smile. I didn’t have any doubt Noah’d give in soon enough. Despite how it looked, Noah had a soft spot for Isaac’s friends, especially Ryan.

I heard a big sigh. Then, “Fine!”

“Awesome! Thanks, bro,” Isaac said.

After shutting the bathroom door, I started brushing my teeth very thoroughly. I didn’t want my breath to stink when sharing a bed with Aiden. Once I was satisfied, I stripped naked and then headed into the shower.

I took my time washing my hair and cleansing my body with shower gel until my skin looked like it could sparkle. After all, I didn’t want to smell disgusting when sharing a bed with Aiden. Once dressed, I headed out, and after putting my clothes in the laundry, I was walking along the hallway when I stopped short, feeling a little lost.

I didn’t want to go back into my room since I didn’t want to disturb Jess reading, and I also didn’t want to go into Aiden’s room, either. At least not yet. He might be in there. It’d feel weird, since I hadn’t been in there for ages.

I was loitering in the hallway when Aiden appeared and called out my name. I jumped in my spot, my heart racing.

“What are you doing standing there? I’ve changed the sheets and made the bed. Go to sleep. You’re tired, aren’t you?”

I nodded. “Thanks, Aiden,” I said, and hastily walked past him into his room.

After shutting the door behind me with a firm click, I looked around, noticing the large bed, the drawers, and study desk. Everything in his room was clean, neat, and tidy. Aiden was a minimalist.

I heard the door open, and then Aiden’s voice came from behind me, “What are you waiting for?”

I jolted again. Shit! He had better stop doing that. It was just not good for my heart.

I said, “Nothing,” and then climbed onto the bed and got myself in between the sheets, which felt soft and smelled fresh. I noticed he did just change the sheets and duvet cover as he had said. Just because I was sharing a bed with him tonight?

I said, “Good night, Aiden.”

“Good night, Haru,” he replied, and then switched off the room’s main light.

With only the bedside lamp on, the place gave off a soft glow, exuding a sense of warmth and coziness, and instantly, I felt at ease and relaxed. The feeling reminded me of when I had been small, when I was sharing a bed with Aiden. It was nostalgic, and my heart ached at the thought.

I heard Aiden opening and closing drawers, and a moment later, he shut the door. I suspected he was heading for the shower.

Alone, I turned over and lay flat on my back, spreading my arms and legs out across the bed.

This was Aiden’s new bed he had purchased last year. I had wanted to try it out, since it was supposed to be really soft, but I had never had the chance until now.

I rolled over to Aiden’s side and buried my face against his pillow. Aiden’s scent lingered about my nostrils, and I groaned out softly. I love his smell.

I stayed on that side of the bed, thinking about Aiden as I dozed off. When next I opened my eyes, I felt a warm, hard body against me, holding me tight in a pair of strong arms.

Under the dimness of the glowing bedside lamp, my gaze came into focus on a pale shirt, and I realized that I was in Aiden’s arms. I suddenly felt hot, and my heart started racing.

I eased back as my gaze came to rest on Aiden’s sleeping face. He looked peaceful in his sleep, and I must admit I missed seeing him like this.

I took the opportunity to take in every detail of his features. Then because I couldn’t help myself, being a greedy bastard that I was, I lifted my hand and started caressing his face. I trailed my fingers down his throat to his muscular chest and then farther to his abs. There, I lingered for a bit, feeling the firm muscles underneath my fingertips, liking it.

Suddenly, I was breathless, and my body felt hot. My penis started responding, too, and I knew the signs weren’t good.

What if Aiden wakes up? What if he caught me touching him like this? But fuck, I just couldn’t help myself again and my hand trailed farther down until—

Aiden caught my wrist in a tight grasp, and I jolted, my gaze flicking up to his face in a panic. I saw him staring down at me darkly.

“What are you doing, Haru?” he asked, his voice deep.

My heart was pumping so hard and fast I thought it might jump out of my chest any moment now. My face hot, I licked my lips as I racked my brain as to how the hell I was supposed to get out of this mess I had gotten myself into.

Fuck, but I just wanted to touch him and…

“Sorry,” I said. “I…I dreamed of the person I love, and I wanted to do some…”

“Bedroom stuff to that person?” he asked darkly, his tone so frosty I almost felt like I could freeze for real. “And you decided to use me as a substitute?”

He sounded pissed as hell. But what was I supposed to do? He was the man I’m in love with, and he was right here in bed with me. How the hell was I supposed to control myself? When I dreamed of doing this sort of stuff to him almost daily, so that it was nearly driving me insane?

I licked my lips again. “Sorry,” I said. “I’m really sorry, Aiden, that I can’t help myself. I get turned on when I think about the one I love.” I buried my face against his chest, my body tense. “I’ve never done anything like this with anyone before. Just the thought of that person, I…I can’t help myself.”

I felt Aiden tighten his arms around me. He said, “You’re a growing boy. You have your needs, too. I’m sorry I sounded cold earlier.”

I shook my head. “I understand you’re pissed off with me. I would be, too, if someone did that to me, using me as a replacement, I mean.”

I heard him sigh deeply, like he was both giving up and frustrated at the same time. Odd combination of emotions, if you ask me.

He said, “It’s not because I’m pissed off, Haru.”

I raised my head and looked at him. “You’re not?”

He shook his head. “I’m not. When it comes to you, I can never get angry. You know that.”

I nodded. I knew that. But what the hell was that look moments ago? And the way he had held my wrist had been tight. It still hurt even though he had loosened his grip on me.

He moved his leg, and I gasped. The firmness of his thigh pressed lightly against my hard cock.

I felt my face flush hot, and hastily, I moved out of his arms. “Sorry. I’ll go and take care of this.”

I was just putting my feet on the floor when I felt his hand wrap around my arm. I turned, a questioning look in my eyes.

“I’ll help you with that.”

I could only stare at him. Is he serious?

I shook my head. “No. It’s fine.”

He tsked. “Don’t be ridiculous. Come here and let’s get it over and done with so we can go back to sleep.”

Before I could protest, he wrapped one powerful arm around my middle and pulled me back against him. His face close to mine and his lips near my ear, he said, “We did this last night. There’s no need to be shy.”

Shy? I’m not shy. It was just that the thought of him touching me again was making me weak.

Aiden moved me until I sat intimately close against him, his legs spread out and enveloping mine, his chest against my back and his face beside mine. And God, his scent, which I loved. Aiden just smelled amazing, like usual.

I found myself relaxing back and even snuggled my face against his chest as Aiden slipped his hand into my pants. I groaned softly when I felt his warm hand wrapping intimately around my hard penis, and my body shuddered when he started stroking.

“Aiden,” I said his name softly. “Aiden.”

Aiden’s stroking became faster, while his arm was tighter around me. I writhed, clutching him as he continued with the rubbing. He even teased my cock mercilessly, like he knew exactly what he was doing.

But, of course, he knew what he was doing. He was experienced in the sexual arena, after all, unlike me.

Suddenly, I wanted to learn more. I wanted to know more about these things and wanted Aiden to teach me.

With a voice that was barely above a whisper, I asked, “Aiden?”

“Hmm?”

“What is it like kissing the one you love?”

Aiden halted his stroking the moment that question left my mouth.

I licked my lips and then said, “I’ve never kissed anyone before. I don’t want to embarrass myself when I do it… Kiss, I mean, the person I like, for the first time.”

“Haru, are you asking me to teach you how to kiss?” He sounded a bit shocked, and his voice was dark and hoarse, too.

I nodded. “You can’t teach me?”

He sighed. “That’s not it.” He touched my chin and tilted my face until my eyes met his in the dimness of the bedroom. “Haru, when I teach you how to kiss, I won’t be holding back.”

It wasn’t strange that I felt elated at hearing that. I wanted him to give it everything he had. He was the one I loved, after all. Fuck, I knew I was a sly bastard, but anything, I’d do anything, to be intimate with Aiden.

I nodded. “Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu.” I said the words in Japanese which meant please take care of me.

Aiden took in a deep, shaky breath. Then, “Fuck!” he said, which shocked me.

He shifted, which surprised me. Then in a flip of a second, I found myself lying flat on my back on the bed, with Aiden on top of me. I could feel the length of his hard body against me, and I was so happy that I wanted to jump with joy.

Aiden said, his hands cupping my face, “This is how you kiss, Haru.”

I watched him, mesmerized at the hazel-green of his eyes glinting as his lips descended toward mine. Then I felt his flesh against mine, pressing warm on me, and I melted against him.

My head was in a daze as he kissed me, teasing and tasting me, and I groaned with pleasure. Fuck, this felt so good. Aiden made me feel so good.

I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around him, savoring the moment. I felt like my heart was about to burst with happiness, having Aiden doing this to me. This felt like a dream.

I tightened my arms around him when he urged my lips to part, and when I weakly obeyed, he plunged his tongue into my mouth.

I gasped as the pleasure soared, and then he became wild and passionate, devouring me and making my body shudder. It was like Aiden was hungry for me, his lips demanding, his tongue deep inside my mouth. He even sucked at my tongue, and I became so breathless and dazed I thought I might just die.

By the time he pulled back, leaving his moisture in my mouth and on my lips, I was in a daze.

“Haru?” Aiden’s voice drew my attention to him.

“Hmm?”

“Do you want me to stop?”

What the hell is he going on about? He’s asking me if I want to stop now? Like this? When I’m so fucking hard and him kissing me like that just now was so amazing?

I shook my head. “No,” I said. “Please, I want more. Teach me more, Aiden. Touch me more,” I begged.

I had been dreaming about doing this with him for so long. Why would I want to stop now that I finally had the chance?

Aiden cupped his hand to my face and said darkly, “I don’t want you to regret this. I’m a man, Haru, and I’m your stepbrother.”

I shook my head. “I’m not going to regret this. Please, Aiden. I need this.” I even sobbed a little to tell him how much this meant to me, how much he meant to me.

He came to rest his forehead against mine as he said, “Just so you know, I won’t be holding back. I’ll make you come here.” He moved one hand and wrapped it around my hard penis. “And in exchange, I’ll be taking you here.” His hand moved to touch my asshole.

I shuddered at just hearing that. Aiden had promised to take me. Fuck! Aiden wants to fuck me. Is this a dream?

“I want this to be clear between us, Haru, and that is I can take you, right? I can fuck you here?” He touched my asshole again.

I felt my body shivering at just the idea of Aiden doing that to me, putting his hard cock inside me.

I nodded at the same time I said, “Yes, you can take me in my asshole, Aiden. I want your cock in my asshole.”

Aiden tensed and sucked in a shaky breath. “Fuck,” he said softly under his breath. “Fuck.”

He looked…shaken up. Was he thinking this was too much? That this was so fucked up that I wanted him to take me?

Oh, no, I didn’t want this to end just like that. Not when I had come this far.

I moved and pressed my lips against his, begging him with kisses. It worked because I was just about to move back when Aiden refused to let me go and pressed his lips hard against mine. Then his tongue thrust into my mouth and ardently explored me, stroking and teasing me forcefully and brutally, so much that the inexperienced me couldn’t keep up.

I groaned and became breathless in an instant, my head in a daze, my body hot and quivering. When Aiden finally terminated our kiss and allowed me to breathe, he moved back and pulled my shirt off me, followed by my pajama pants and then undies.

Naked and my dick sticking out, I felt embarrassed and even tried to cover myself up by pulling the duvet over. Aiden wouldn’t let me and made me lie bare before him.

I watched him as he took off his own clothes, and I could only stare in awe at the sight of his nakedness. His muscular body was toned and hard everywhere, and his honey-tanned skin was glowing under the dim light. His eyes were dark and his face hard as he stared down at me, as if he were drinking in the sight of me.

I felt my insides shuddering when I saw his cock. It was stiff and hard, and fucking large, even larger than I had ever seen when he had been naked and taking baths with me.

I involuntarily licked my lips at the mere sight.

“Stop looking at me like that, Haru.” Aiden’s voice drew my gaze from his penis to his gorgeous face. “I swear I’d think you want me for real, not just because you want me to teach you how to make love.”

I do want you for real, I wanted to say but kept my mouth shut.

I said, “But it’s big.” Again, I shifted my gaze to his penis.

He smirked. “It is, isn’t it?”

I felt my cheeks burning hot. My dick looked like a beansprout compared to his, even when erect.

“Now then,” he said as he wrapped his hand around my legs. Then he pulled me down just a little, until my penis was closer to him, and I knew what he intended to do. I held my breath, my heart racing.

Aiden leaned down, opened his mouth, and took my rock-hard penis. I gasped at the intimate contact, and my body rushed with so many erotic sensations that I nearly screamed out.

Fuck! I felt like I really was dying right now and had gone to heaven. This felt so good.

His mouth was hot and wet around my penis, and as he sucked at me, I felt tears in my eyes as my body writhed with passion. Little groans were escaping my lips as I cried out.

“Aiden,” I said his name softly. “Aiden.” And then I came, the release so intense that I felt out of breath. Never in my life had I imagined I’d get to feel anything like this, especially with Aiden being the one responsible.

I was still shuddering with pleasure when Aiden kissed me, his lips against mine, and I tasted my own come in my mouth. I wrapped my arms around him tightly as he kissed me long and hard, with wildness and passion that drove me insane again.

When he moved from my lips, it was to pay attention to my nipples, and when he took the left one into his mouth, I squirmed. I didn’t know a male’s nipple could be so sensitive in someone else’s mouth.

I loved this feeling. I loved this sensation.

Aiden kissed, teased, and licked me. He even gave my nipple little bites, and I groaned.

“Aiden,” I groaned out, panting at the same time. “Aiden…”