C6 She Doesn't Have the Strength to Fall in Love with Another Person

No one made a sound on the other end of the phone except for the slightly disordered rhythm of breathing and the sound of keyboard tapping.

I know. At this time, Lih Xiaocheng is in the company's morning meeting. I also guessed that his expression would be very ugly.

But all of this has nothing to do with me.

He is flirting with other women outside. I can tolerate it. His lover has entered our home, and I can tolerate it too. The only thing I can't tolerate is saying that I betrayed him and betrayed our marriage.

From 18 to 28 years old, I loved him as always.

Until now, I don't have the strength to love him anymore. So I have to let go.

"Wait until I come back. " Lih Xiaocheng only said a short sentence before hanging up.

I smiled helplessly. I put down my phone and went to pack my luggage.

I suddenly realized that most of the things were burdens. I couldn't take them away, nor could I leave them here.

When I bought these things back then, I always wore a sweet mood to decorate this warm and big house. Now that I have to dispose of those things, my heart is dead. I have to give Lih Xiaocheng a clean house.

I only took a few clothes and put them into my luggage. Then, I packed all the other things that belong to me and called the people from the waste company to do recycling.

Looking at the yellow umbrella at the bottom of the drawer, I was slightly distracted.

Tongcheng is a city with a lot of rain. Seven years ago, when I was drenched in the rain, I waited for Lih Xiaocheng at the Tongcheng train station. He was the one who picked me up with this umbrella.

This umbrella bore witness to Lih Xiaocheng's love for me when we were poor. It also bore witness to Lih Xiaocheng's loneliness after Lih Xiaocheng became rich.

I think I should take it with me. This was bought by that poor kid, Lih Xiaocheng. No matter how strong the wind and rain were, it didn't matter. At that time, he would always hold this umbrella to shelter me from the wind and rain.

After tidying up everything, I dragged my suitcase and left the big house that I had lived in for five years. It also took away all the aura that I had.

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At the hospital.

I was thinking about how to explain to Cheng Feng why I came home to get my clothes for two days. Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure walking towards me from the corner.

"You didn't reply to my text message, and you didn't answer my call. Do you really care about your own body? " Cheng Feng's expression was full of blame.

Looking at the car keys in his hand and my medical records, I guessed that he was going to look for me at home.

"Sorry, I was delayed because of something. " I forced a smile and combed my collar.

"Why are you alone again? You're already so sick, yet he still hasn't come to take care of you. He wants you to do everything by yourself. Is he that busy?" Cheng Feng took the box from me and brought me into the elevator.

"Yes, the company is very busy. " I lied and didn't want to waste my breath on this question.

Cheng Feng did not continue asking. He arranged for me to return to the ward and instructed the nurse to prepare the infusion for me.

At noon, it started raining outside the window. The sound of rain falling on the glass window kept ringing. The air was cold and damp, just like my current state of mind.

After I told Lih Xiaocheng about the divorce, he didn't call me back, nor did he send me a message.

He would only contact me when he got off work and returned home.

Perhaps now, he still thinks that my words of divorce are just words of anger.

The ward's door was pushed open, and Cheng Feng walked in with a double layer thermos in his hand. His clothes were wet and his hair was wet and stuck to his forehead. The glasses were also covered in mist, making him look a bit awkward and comical.

"This is the medicinal food I specially bought at the TCM clinic. Quickly eat it while it's hot. " Cheng Feng said, took a tissue to wipe away the rainwater outside the thermal box, and then put it on the bedside table.

My tears immediately flowed out. My broken heart felt a trace of warmth at this moment.

All these years, I have been used to taking care of myself. I never thought that there would be someone who would care about me like Lih Xiaocheng when he was young.

I turned my head and saw a pale and sickly face in the mirror.

No matter how much he did, It was only because he was a doctor that he wanted to save a cancer patient who was wandering around the gates of hell.

The medicinal food is better than plain porridge, but right now, no matter what I eat, it's tasteless. Even swallowing it makes me feel uncomfortable. I ate a few mouthfuls and then I lost my appetite.

Seeing this, Cheng Feng did not insist. He suggested taking me to a place to watch the rain. He said that only when I'm in a good mood can my illness recover quickly.

I didn't reject him. After all, staying in a ward filled with the smell of disinfectant all day would only make me remember the fact that I was about to die at any moment.

When I went downstairs, Cheng Feng drove the car to the door and waited for me. I was just about to go over when I saw the young girl, Hsu Ann, who had once come to the door and clamored, holding a man's hand as she walked out of the gynecological emergency room.

That man was Lih Xiaocheng.