C9 I Can't See Anything

"Wanzhou?" Cheng Feng's voice was slightly trembling. I don't know if he could see that there was no more light in my eyes.

I heard him walking towards me, and also heard him fiddling with the medicine box on the bedside table.

"Take your medicine first. After you eat your medicine, eat breakfast. " Cheng Feng placed the pill by my mouth, then placed the glass cup in my palm.

Cheng Feng's hands were trembling, but I knew he was trying his best to restrain himself.

I didn't say anything. I swallowed the pill and drank the water.

I don't want Cheng Feng to know the truth that I can't see. Cheng Feng probably doesn't want me to know that he already knows.

The two of us just sit there silently until the effects of the medicine take effect. My chaotic and dark vision gradually recovered its light, and I can barely see his blurry outline.

"It's time for breakfast" I said with a smile, and there was a sharp pain in my throat again.

Under Cheng Feng's careful gaze, I accurately picked up the insulation box on the bedside table and opened the lid.

A fragrant aroma filled the air. It was still the medicinal cuisine of the famous TCM clinic.

In order to cover up my terrible condition, I said, "It smells so good. " I then focused on eating the porridge.

I lowered my head and saw that Cheng Feng's hand, which was placed beside the bed, was gradually clenching into a fist. The veins on the back of his hand bulged. He was in a very bad mood right now.

"Wanzhou, can you leave Lih Xiaocheng? Can I take care of you?" Cheng Feng suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist. His voice was hoarse.

This caught me off guard. I reflexively retracted my hand. The spoon fell from my hand and fell to the ground, splitting into two.

"Can you help me get another spoon?" I forced a smile and helplessly pointed at the spoon on the ground.

Cheng Feng quickly got up. "I'll be right back. "

I watched Cheng Feng leave and then put away the feigned calmness on my face. I weakly placed the lunchbox in my hand to the side and laid down.

I couldn't answer Cheng Feng's question, and I didn't want to tell him that I was divorced, because I couldn't give him any hope.

In this life, what I fear the most is to owe someone a favor, whether it's love or material.

To Lih Xiaocheng, I have a clear conscience. I love him frankly, and at the same time, my relationship with him has been completely cut off.

To my parents, I feel very guilty. I will never be able to repay their kindness in my life.

I don't have much time left. I don't want to owe Cheng Feng any more favors.

The door opened. I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

In a trance, I heard Cheng Feng's heavy sigh.

"Wanzhou, don't reject me. I can do better than Lih Xiaocheng. I will definitely make your illness better and make you healthy. " His voice was slightly choked and it made my heart tighten.

A sense of fatigue hit me and I fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up again, Cheng Feng was no longer here. The nurse on duty came in to measure my body temperature and told me that the medical fees that I owed had been paid by Cheng Feng.

Looking at the disdain and contempt in the nurse's eyes, I lowered my head somewhat powerlessly.

It's time for me to leave. If I drag this on any longer, I will owe Cheng Feng even more things.

After the nurse left, I got up from the hospital bed and changed into clean clothes to tidy up my luggage.

I wrote a few words of farewell to Cheng Feng before I took off the platinum necklace around my neck and placed it in the envelope. Then, I wrote his name on the envelope one stroke at a time.

The only thing worth money on me is that necklace.

There was a pile of colorful medicine on the bedside table. I only put the bottle of special medicine that could relieve my blindness into my suitcase. I didn't take anything else.

I'm alone. If I can't see anything, how am I supposed to find myself a tomb?