C4 "I wish you could forgive me.

"Lina quickly sat down on her bed and let out a sigh of fear as she hastily opened the box. She pulled out the pictures one after the other as she glanced through the pictures and muttered loudly.

''Olivia why?

''Why did you have to leave your child just to follow a man? For the love of a man Olivia!

''Why Olivia? She mumbled as tears welled up in her eyes. And she swiftly remembered her lost child. The child she only saw for a few minutes before he died.

''Did my child really die as father and the doctor made me to believed? She thought within herself sadly as she wished her Philippe was still alive.

He would have been here to fights the Downey's or maybe help Camilla gets her child back.

''Olivia although you helped your child came out from prison but that isn't enough. She still need her Mother.

She yelled as she pointed her index finger on Olivia's photo. I've lied to her all these years just to covered up for your wrong deeds and I'm tired of lying Olivia.

She screamed out loudly and threw the box angrily on the floor. She then stood up and sighed out deeply as she glared briefly at the box she had just threw, and then glanced back at the photos she had in her hand.

Lina suddenly smiles for no reason when she was the tiny mouth of Camilla, She learned forward to peck on the photo and held it tightly to her chest.

I'm happy I raise you Camilla. You brought me joy after I lost my son Philippe.

You might not be my child by birth but you're still my family Camilla. You're my niece Camilla and not your Nanny as i have made you known all these while. She ranted and exhaled deeply as she wiped the tears with the back of her palm.

''I'm your Aunt Catalina not Nanny Lina Camilla, but I can't tell you. I can't my dear and it pains me a lot to hear you call me Nanny every pleasant day and not Aunt. She muttered and slowly got down on her knees as she cried out like a baby.

She kept sobbing uncontrollably still holding the picture in her hand. I'm sorry to have kept this secret from you all these years.

And not being able to tell you kills me Camilla. It wasn't a decision I made but your Grandfather and Grandmother including your own Mother.

''Your Grandfather, Thomas who happens to be my father Camilla. The father who never regarded me as a daughter just because i am a bastard child.

Due to his infidelity, my Mother had to suffered because she slept with her madam's husband.

And Camilla I'm the outcome of that sin they committed. She muttered sadly and stood up, she then paused for a while before muttered again.

''I wished you could forgive me someday when you find out the truth about me and your Mother. Lina retorted through tears.

''Why is fate punishing us? My niece hadn't known happiness since she was born as a result of her Mother's abandonment when she was still a baby.

And her father, he died shortly out of sadness after her Mother went away.

''What more again has fate taken from my Camilla? She retorted and immediately raised her head up as she stared into space, her love and her baby was snatched from her, she ended up in jail for a crime she knew nothing off.

Pedro I know you could hear me from wherever you are.

''You only knows what happened on that fateful day.

Camilla couldn't have killed you so why didn't you protect your goddaughter from the spirit word? She paused and smile faintly, and me, I wasn't born out of bride lock.

I was raped after my Mother's death. I chose to look for my father for comfort but I'd to be a maid in my own father's house. And as if that wasn't enough for him, he appointed me as a Nanny to my own very niece.

Just so, no one would know my true identity in his life. And worse of all, my son died without holding him in my arms. She saddened remembering the past.

Lina slowly bent to pick the box from the floor and carefully placed all the photos back into the box and kept it at it hidden place. She then laid on her bed staring into space and not being able to sleep.

Thinking about Camilla and her child, did Robert allow her to see the child or he chased her out like he did to me some years ago. She asked herself as she folded her arms on her chest in thoughts.

"Just then, her cell phone began to ring and she immediately stood up to get it, thinking it was a call from Camilla but she hissed loudly when she saw Olivia boldly flashed on her screen.screen.

She ignored the call and tossed the phone on her bed but the phone kept ringing till she couldn't take it any longer.

Lina stretched forth her hand to grip the phone but it ended before she could pick.

Suddenly it began to ring again. She flinched as she rapidly pressed the green button to answer.

''Olivia what is it again?

She Unpleasantly retorted immediately she answered the call.

''This isn't Olivia Catalina.

It's me Henry! The caller said and Lina eyes brows rolled hastily.

Mr. Henry, you? But why are you calling me with Olivia's number?

Where is my sister? She asked wondering what had happened to her step sister.

Calm down Catalina, Olivia is fine. I need to know how Camilla is doing after her realized from prison?

Henry asked and Lina frowned as if he could see her face. She sighed silently before replying him.

She is fine Mr Henry, my Camilla is doing fine now, all thanks to you and her mother. She harshly muttered and the other line became silence for a while before a voice voiced out again. "Thank you Catalina! the voice said.

''Olivia is that you? Lina asked sounding a little bit of surprise.

"Yes Catalina! it's me.

Olivia when are you coming back? Catalina please not now!

Oh! really Olivia? So when did you want us to talk about this? Anytime and whenever i raised this topic you'll say, Catalina not now so when?

Olivia tell me when? Lina questioned angrily.

''Why do you hate your child that much? What did she ever do to you Olivia?

Catalina, you know that isn't true.

"I love Camila, she's my daughter and I can't hate her, which is why I did everything to bring her out from prison after been sentenced to life.

Really Olivia? Your child spent years in jail so what makes the difference if you helped her out anyways?

''But Catalina, you know it wasn't my faults. You never wanted to inform me initially because you were still mad at me for not listening to you the day I decided to go with Henry.

Camilla wouldn't have spent that long period in jail if you had told me on time Catalina. Olivia calmly stated but Catalina harshly muttered angrily again, can you hear yourself Olivia?

For goodness sake, Camilla found out she was pregnant while been sent to jail and as her mother, you were supposed to be there for her, but what did you do?

"You chose a man over your own fresh and blood Olivia, who does that?

Why did you even call me Olivia?

If you know you're not ready to show yourself to your child then don't ever call me again. She yelled and ended the call, she then tossed the phone on the bed.

Arrrrrrgh Lina screamed out loudly in pain as she held her chest and she immediately went to get her medicine.

After taken the medicine she gulped hard glancing briefly at the phone that was on the bed and then slowly turned her gaze back to where she had kept the box...

''Marcus I think I need to go there myself, Ernesto said walking towards his bedroom.

To where precisely Buddy?

Marcus questioned following him up to the bedroom wondering what his friend was up to again.

He knew his friend wouldn't sit back and watch Victoria refused his calls without doing nothing. Marcus was puzzled and in thoughts. In as much as he wishes Ernesto could stop all this foolish affair with Victoria and...

Ernesto eyed him deviously before he could complete his thoughts.

''Why the stare Buddy? Marcus questioned and Ernesto muttered.

Must you asked Mars? You fucking know where I'm going to damnit.

To the mansion of cause where else?

He replied pulling off his clothes as he rushed into the bathroom to freshen up. Marcus shrugged and sat on the bed cross legged.

But Ernesto did you think going over there is a good idea? Why don't you wait till she comes here or maybe she calls you? I'm afraid you might do something stupid seeing how eagerly you are now so I'll advised you wait for her to call you first. Marcus stated truthfully but Ernesto wouldn't listen.

Hell no Mars!

I'm going and that's final. Are you going back home or you're spending the night here Marcus? Ernesto asked him from the bathroom.

"Oh yes, because Paula hasn't returned from her trip so I guess I might stay and go back tomorrow. And you, will you spend the night at the mansion?

Of cause yes. ''I can't go to my family and not sleep there, you know mother wouldn't allow me to go either.

Mm mm mm, I know mummy's son he teased as he shook his head.

Hey Mars, when is your wife coming back? Ernesto asked coming out from the shower. I don't know because the date she chose to returned had passed and I.....

But why Mars? Haven't you called her Ernesto cut in before he could complete his words.

"I did call her but, you know I can't force her to return if she doesn't want to and beside, she's with her family so is normal if she decides to spend time with them just like you're going to do now.

Marcus muttered with a grin glancing at him.

Ernesto furrowed his brows, and shrugged his shoulders, he scoffed.

What? Marcus asked but Ernesto chuckled as he shrugged his arms in a surrendered manner making him laughed.