C3 Night

Smelling the faint aroma of tea in the air, he thought of Lyi Ann. He had been gone for some time, and he didn't know when he would be back. He had to personally handle all the things that had fallen in the mansion, but he missed me. He brings me things no matter how far away I go, I always think... If only I was a girl in the estate, I could have gone to the Cape of the Sea with him at the end of the world. He and I seemed to have hope.

Right now, what he was thinking and thinking, could not be said a single word. He could only suppress it deep in his heart. After a long time, there would only be exhaustion and tiredness. And then there would be sadness in his heart.

I like this type of life where no one disturbs me, with flowers and grass as companions. Between heaven and earth, I respect myself, I respect myself as a dream. If I leave him, I would rather stay like this until I get old, and never marry.

Marry a person who doesn't love me, like a mother. It would be better to keep the lamp alone and accompany the peace of the ancient Buddha for a long time.

I grew up quietly, but my mother gradually became quiet. She rarely left the Luoxuan Pavilion until last year when Ninth Madame and my mother went to the temple to pray for their children. After my mother returned, my temperament slowly changed. After that, I begged my father bitterly and fell from grace. I was alone in the temple and devoted myself to Buddha. I ignored the worldly affairs and never cared about my daily life.

Mother, perhaps she was freed from the Buddhist Sea. That might not be a bad thing.

'I never blame mother.' My mother didn't abandon me, but rather found herself.

"Miss, drink the medicine." The medicinal fragrance has long drifted over. I still don't want to drink it. My illness is in my heart, my heart is bright, and my illness will naturally be cured.

However, my heart is always dark. So the illness will always be sickly and not good.

Doctors are helpless, don't blame them.

If I do this, I can temporarily not marry, but I can also be alone in peace.

As he thought in his heart, he waved his hand. "Leave it there. I'll drink it later."

"Miss is going to sleep, right? I'll help you with the blanket. After you drink the medicine, go to sleep." Ruo Qing is also the lass that Ninth Madame pointed to me. Having grown up, other than Lyi Ann, only she treats me well from the bottom of her heart. These, I always remember them in my heart.

Just because I don't say it doesn't mean that I don't know. Only by knowing one's heart is a long-term relationship.

"Go ahead, I'll be asleep in a while." Lying on the bed, I might not be able to fall asleep. For many days, I haven't been able to sleep properly. Lyi Ann, it has been almost half a year since he left.

"Don't drink the tea. If you drink too much, the medicine will cure your illness." Following Ninth Madame, she knows a lot, but she uses her heart towards Ninth Madame on me, making me feel ashamed.

"Yeah, I forgot. If you don't drink anymore, you can go to sleep." This girl's care not only makes me feel ashamed, but also makes me feel touched.

Ruo Qing's footsteps gradually disappeared into the rain fog.

After blowing the lights, the room became dark. I gradually adapted to this dark night. In a short while, I could see the surrounding scenery and things clearly.

After carrying the bowl of medicine, he walked to the window and opened it. Raindrops drifted into the room diagonally, wetting my face and my clothes. Suddenly, I realized that I was still standing and facing the darkness. There was some light in the distance. Such a dark night, only the changing of husband would be able to keep vigil.

If I pour the medicine out of the window, it will be washed away by the rain sooner or later. No one knows whether I will drink it or not.

I saw that the lantern was getting brighter and brighter. I saw that it was heading towards the Luoxuan Pavilion. Except for mother, Ninth Madame was the only one who could come. Could it be my mother? It was already so late and it was raining again. She should only be meditating in the temple hall.

I understand my mother's nature when she becomes a Buddha and is devoted to her heart. But, if she isn't a mother, then who is she...