C1370 Let Me Get out of the Car

"I know, my emotional experiences are really lacking, I don't know how to love because I can't feel love. That's why I let you stay by my side for so many years only to be disappointed and sad. But I clearly know that I've never had feelings for you before. I can't lose you. Without you, my life is very chaotic. Life is completely different. It is all messed up