C179 Mu Xuerou Committed Suicide
"Rou, why are you so stupid?" There was a trace of anger in his eyes. His face was dark, but his tone was gentle, unlike his.
Mu Xuerou's lifeless eyes were filled with his reflection, and she opened her mouth for a long time without saying a word.
"I am already married and can't give you the love you want. If you want me to spend the last part of my life with you, then I can accompany you. But I hope that you will not do anything stupid in the future. Do you understand? I am already married and cannot give you the love you want. If you want me to spend the last part of my life with you, then I can accompany you. But I hope that you will not do anything stupid in the future."
Mu Yiyang's words came from the bottom of his heart. Looking at the person on the hospital bed, his heart felt like it had been emptied.
What Mu Yiyang said was a surprise to Mu Xuerou. Her eyes, which originally did not have any light, were like the sun piercing through the darkness, shining with bits and pieces of light.
Mu Yiyang saw the light in her eyes and heaved a slight sigh of relief. He did not dare to leave because he was afraid that she would not be able to think about it after she left.
His only thought right now was to accompany her here. She would not have that kind of soft thought.
Seeing the pitiful Mu Xuerou in front of him, he even forgot that today was the important day of his marriage with Soong Yaoyao. He also did not remember that the person lying in the house in a daze was very uncomfortable when drunk.
"I don't want to ruin your marriage." Mu Xuerou was still pitiful and sickly. She looked at him with eyes full of hope.
The way she talked was completely different from the way she talked.
Mu Yiyang's expression changed without a trace. "It will not be destroyed. You have wasted so many years of youth for me. I can only do my best to make it up to you, but marriage, I'm afraid..."
He did not say that he would make it up to her, but Mu Xuerou wanted to know how a married man like him would make up for the years of youth that she had wasted.
"How do you want to make it up to me? If I ask you to divorce, will you agree?" She was still unable to ask the question that you love me. She was afraid that the answer would be either denial or silence.
There was no difference between the two. It was just that the method was different.
Mu Yiyang's hand, which was caressing her face, paused for a moment. "I will accompany you for the next few days. Today is my wedding night. Is the sincerity not enough?"
Mu Yiyang meant to abandon his wife at home, just like those heartless men on TV. He left his beautiful wife at home alone in an empty room, while they were flirting outside.
He knew what she was thinking. It was just what she wanted. Now he could not give it to her, nor could he give it to her.
Other than guilt, he really couldn't find the slightest bit of affection from many years ago.
"You love her? So you refuse?" Mu Xuerou only felt as if her heart was ruthlessly cut by a knife. It hurt so much that it became difficult for her to breathe.
Mu Yiyang's eyes flickered slightly. "I think so. She is very kind. Maybe it is her kindness that touched me and made me..."
Mu Xuerou suddenly shook his hand away with some excitement. "I don't need your pity. So what if she is dying? I have lived without you for so many years. "
She said it with decisiveness and decisiveness, but the tears in her eyes could not help but fall out of her eyes and down her cheeks.
Drops of them fell on the loose-fitting hospital gown in the deep mountains.
Mu Yiyang's eyes were deep and solemn. "Rou! I remember that you did not like to cause trouble without reason in the past."
Mu Xuerou felt wronged in her heart. Coupled with Mu Yiyang's attitude, she angrily pulled the blanket over her head and sobbed under the blanket.
In Mu Yiyang's memory, Mu Xuerou really rarely had this kind of temper. Maybe it was because of him this time, and also because of her physical condition that she did this.
Thinking like this, Mu Yiyang felt that he could tolerate it again. He gently pulled down her blanket with his big hand.
"Don't do stupid things again. If you want to be with me, then take good care of your body. What I promised you, I will definitely do it." Mu Yiyang hoped that she would be happy. He didn't want her life to have any regrets when she left.
Excluding all these, just based on Mu Xuerou's feelings for him for so many years, it was difficult for him to let her die alone.
Of course, Mu Xuerou also didn't want to go back to face her parents. She was not willing to let her brother know that she had already returned to the country. So... Now, he could only arrange Mu Xuerou to be by his side. Perhaps this way, his guilt towards Mu Xuerou could be reduced a little.
Mu Xuerou lay sideways. Her wrist, which was wrapped in gauze, was exposed to the air. She did not speak for a long time.
Her breathing was shallow, and it was so quiet that it was as if she had no life. Mu Yiyang felt uncomfortable in his heart.
He placed her injured wrist in his palm and did not use much strength.
"Did you hear what I said?"
Mu Xuerou did not answer. Mu Yiyang's eyes gradually became cold. He grabbed her wrist even harder.
"It hurts..." Mu Xuerou could not help but cry out in pain.
"If you know it hurts, then take good care of it. Now go to sleep." Mu Yiyang helped her cover herself with the blanket again and walked to the side of the small sofa. He sat on the small sofa and closed his eyes to take a nap.
Mu Xuerou turned around and looked at the handsome face of the man in front of her quietly.
Just now, he had not been angry that he did not pity her, but now he felt happy because he deliberately stayed here to accompany her.
In his heart, there should still be a place for her.
Otherwise, why would he rush to the airport so late at night? She believed that he had her in his heart, but he was unwilling to admit it.
Or perhaps he thought that he was willing to not think about it after getting married.
Mu Xuerou thought for some reason and curled her lips that were devoid of blood. This Mrs Mu did not seem to have completely grasped Mr. Mu's heart.
How could this be good? She had appeared at such an inappropriate time.
Would the nominal Mrs Mu have a sense of crisis?
Soong Yaoyao slept until dawn. She drank the hangover soup last night, so she did not feel very uncomfortable when she woke up in the morning.
But she was so tired yesterday. Even if she woke up now, she would still feel so tired that she was about to fall apart.
After lying in bed for a long time, she finally remembered the empty space beside her. She felt that something was missing. Sure enough, the place beside her was still cold.
Moreover, there seemed to be traces of tears on the side of her pillow. Had she actually cried last night?
However, she could not remember these memories at all. She was drunk and drunk. She seemed to have completely forgotten what Mu Yiyang had said to her ear.
She tried hard to think about it, and her memory seemed to slowly awaken.
She vaguely remembered what he had said last night that he had something to do and wanted to go out. He had to take care of it himself.
Making him not return home for the entire night, Soong Yaoyao sat up from under the blanket and stared blankly at the seat beside her for a long time.
Only then was she pulled back to reality by the sound of text messages on the phone.
She reached out and took the phone to see. It was a message from Mu Yiyang?
She did not say what it was and only apologized for not coming back last night. Soong Yaoyao felt a faint sense of loss in her heart.
Without explaining, Soong Yaoyao fiercely shook her head. Why would she think so much about the matter of him being a man?
To be able to get out of the wedding, it must be a very important matter. Maybe it was because there was something at home! Soong Yaoyao comforted in her heart.
But she could only say that she was lying to herself. Everyone knew that they were getting married, so why would she let him go back?
The ring on her finger became very shiny under the morning sun. Soong Yaoyao curled her lips.
Her face was full of smiles. It was really not easy to wear this ring.
It was as if she had experienced a lot of things, but thinking about it carefully, nothing had happened.
After the wedding, she was like a grass that had been suppressed by the haze for a long time. Finally, she welcomed the sunlight and felt at ease.
Soong Yaoyao casually made some breakfast. After eating a little, she sat on the sofa again. It was quiet. When she was the only one left in the empty house, she felt very lonely.
She wanted to call and ask, but she gave up holding the phone in her hand.
She did not know what he was doing now, but it was better not to disturb him. It would not be good if he got annoying.
He didn't wait for Mu Yiyang's call. Instead, he waited for Lau Yanfei's call.
"What's wrong? Why are you calling so early?" Soong Yaoyao picked up the phone and sounded disappointed.
"Nothing much. I'm just curious. What happened on the way here yesterday? It was a little strange that Nangong Xu was coincidentally exposed to be in a car accident in the hospital this morning. Soong Yaoyao, don't you want to explain?" Lau Yanfei's tone was a little sarcastic on the phone as she said arrogantly.
Soong Yaoyao had forgotten about this matter and subconsciously touched her neck. The bruise should not have dispersed and was made by Nangong Xu. Mu Yiyang then acted as if he was taking revenge and made an even bigger bruise.
This kind of scar, she was embarrassed to even go out, but it could not be hidden.
The place Mu Yiyang kissed was too accurate. It could not be covered up at all.
"It's nothing. It was just a small accident. As for why Nangong Xu was hospitalized, I don't know either." Soong Yaoyao's hand tightly gripped the corner of her shirt. She really did not want to say something like this.
But Lau Yanfei pressed on so tightly that she was deeply afraid that she would accidentally expose herself.
Lau Yanfei clearly did not believe it on the other end of the phone, "Soong Yaoyao, do you want me to guess?"
"Lau Yanfei, are you done yet?" Soong Yaoyao interrupted her words. She really did not know why this girl was so interested in other people's gossip.
Why did she not go to the gossip reporters when she was so curious?
Being interrupted by her anger, Lau Yanfei was clearly stunned for a moment. This little rabbit actually opened her mouth to bite people.
"What is it? Mu Yiyang wasn't satisfied with you last night, right? You got up in the morning to get angry at me?" Lau Yanfei said in a serious manner.
Soong Yaoyao sighed softly,... "" She did not know how to refute and did not come back for the whole night. Her stomach was already filled with loneliness. Now that Lau Yanfei said so, so when her anger rose, she could not help but scold Lau Yanfei.
"Open the door, I am outside your door now." Lau Yanfei shouted over the phone.
Soong Yaoyao looked in the direction of the door. Was there something wrong with this girl's brain? Why was she calling the door?
"Today is the first day of my wedding, can you stop?" Soong Yaoyao opened the door and supported the door frame with one hand, as if she did not want to let him in.
However, there was a trace of loneliness in her eyes. When she saw Lau Yanfei, for some reason, she felt a trace of vitality!
Lau Yanfei crossed her arms in front of her chest and smiled at her, making Soong Yaoyao have goosebumps all over her body.