C185 I Promise I Won't Treat Myself Badly

Soong Yaoyao had a phone in her ear as she looked at the small soup pot she had cooked. She used a spoon to stir it.

"It's being cooked."

"If you don't want to cook, I will get someone to send it to you." Mu Yiyang tried his best to make her feel better. This way, he would feel better.

Soong Yaoyao's mood was originally very bad, but Mu Yiyang's phone call was like an immortal pill and spirit medicine that instantly made her feel energetic.

"There's no need. I can do it myself. I'm not that delicate." Soong Yaoyao did not want to treat herself as a rich lady's wife to be spoiled. Otherwise, she might not even be able to take care of herself in the future.

Mu Yiyang did not like her rejection. He felt that every time she rejected him, it was as if she pushed him away and accidentally pulled the distance between them.

"Wife, are you angry?" Mu Yiyang's question was a little strange.

Soong Yaoyao's hand that was holding the spoon froze. Actually, she was not angry. At most, she felt uncomfortable in her heart and was not in a good mood.

"No. I will go to sleep after eating. You don't need to worry. But no matter how late you are, you must sleep all night. It is not good for your health." Soong Yaoyao began to mutter.

Mu Yiyang leaned back and pursed his lips into a warm arc.

"You care so much about your husband?" Mu Yiyang's mood obviously improved. He could almost imagine her expression when she said these words. It must be very warm.

"Yes, because you are my husband. If it was someone else, I would not ask." After Soong Yaoyao said that, she really wanted to ask when he would come back.

However, when the words reached her mouth, she could not say it.

"Wife, I'm very sorry." Mu Yiyang felt guilty when he heard her soft voice. What he was doing now was no different from cheating.

Soong Yaoyao took a deep breath and held back her tears.

"I can understand. Alright, you can continue with your work." Soong Yaoyao hung up the phone first.

Before Mu Yiyang could finish his sentence, the busy tone of hanging up came from the phone.

"Wife..." The soft call slowly drifted away in the air, disappearing without a trace.

Soong Yaoyao was not that confused now. At least after so many things, she became much more mature and knew how to hide her emotions.

Mu Xuerou stood on the railing upstairs and stared coldly at the man downstairs.

She had never known that Mu Yiyang would be so gentle to a woman. That love could not be erased no matter what.

She had never seen him like this before or now.

Mu Xuerou smiled bitterly. Admit it. Mu Yiyang had fallen in love with someone else. He only had pity and guilt for her.

If it wasn't for her current condition, he would definitely not have looked at her more. He would have even been more heartless for his marriage.

She should be glad that she was sick, but it was... A trace of a cold smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

That was why he would stay by her side like this. Now it seemed that this Soong Yaoyao was really an eyesore. If it wasn't for her, even if Mu Yiyang didn't love her, he wouldn't have loved others.

Then, many things would become logical, and she would be his only choice.

She was really jealous of Soong Yaoyao. In such a short period of time, she had successfully captured Mu Yiyang's heart.

But now, she actually didn't know how to grasp this man's heart.

Perhaps he did not have any extra space left for her in his heart.

However, she still wanted to spare no effort to fight for it. Ma Yun had already said that people must have dreams. What if one day they realized it?

Mu Xuerou thought. Her gentle eyes were filled with a faint smile. She turned around and slowly returned to her room.

Mu Yiyang sat alone in the living room downstairs. It was a bit late at night, and the tray on the coffee table was full of his ashes.

He cared very much about Soong Yaoyao's feelings and attitude towards him.

He was the one who first let her down. It was his fault.

So even if Soong Yaoyao hit him and scolded him, he still felt that she was right.

Soong Yaoyao hung up the phone and stood in the kitchen for a long time, unable to come back to her senses. The two of them did not quarrel.

But this kind of communication was like an argument that made people feel uncomfortable.

She thought that he remembered that he did not come home for two days and did not even send a message. It was as if he went missing. Fortunately, he called back.

Soong Yaoyao faintly smiled, turned off the fire, and scooped up the soup. She suddenly missed the time before the wedding. At least Mu Yiyang would go home for her every day and come back to see her.

Would he be with her? Could it be that it was really like what others said, after a man married, he became a different person, especially after announcing to the world?

Soong Yaoyao did not dare to think about it anymore. She really liked to let her imagination run wild. If she thought about it again, she might think of some messy crime for Mu Yiyang.

Mu Yiyang felt that after settling Mu Xuerou down, he could go home in a few days.

But in less than three days, Mu Xuerou fell ill, and she was very ill.

Because Soong Yaoyao's absent-mindedness completely disappeared after Mu Xuerou fell ill.

She practically did not go to work and guarded by Mu Xuerou's side. What he did not know was that Mu Xuerou's current health was actually so poor.

"Yiyang..." After the drip, Mu Xuerou's mind was a little muddled. She only muttered this name the whole night.

Mu Yiyang sat by the bed and held her hand tightly. For some reason, he remembered the time when Mu Xuerou disappeared from his world.

It should be considered to be sad. After all, she was the woman he truly loved. She disappeared without a trace for no reason.

He also tried to find her, but there was no result. He gave up after that.

He thought that perhaps he really could not find her, and it was also impossible for her to appear.

For so many years, he had not felt anything until two days before the wedding with Soong Yaoyao. For some reason, he had a bad feeling.

Inexplicably, he thought of Mu Xuerou. Sure enough, he received a message from Mu Xuerou very quickly. He knew that she had returned to the country and he could not sleep or rest for a few days.

He was afraid that his wedding would be ruined and Soong Yaoyao would be hurt.

But he did not think that she would be in such a state. He did not think that her life was about to come to an end.

He felt guilty towards Soong Yaoyao previously but no matter what, Soong Yaoyao's body was still good. There was still a long way to go in life and he would accompany her.

But Mu Xuerou did not have much time left. It was only a year. He hoped that she would not have such a regretful life.

As for Soong Yaoyao, he would definitely explain it clearly in the future. He thought that she was so kind and would definitely understand.

Mu Xuerou's health was not good. Even though she had Mu Yiyang's company, it was still not optimistic.

But there would be a day when she would wake up.

That night, she was woken up by the ringtone and found that the man beside the bed was sleeping very soundly. Mu Xuerou did not hear him and looked at his phone.

After hesitating for a moment, she stretched out her hand to take it and saw the words Wife.

Mu Xuerou's pale face was somewhat gloomy. It seemed that she really missed Mu Yiyang. He still called her even at this late hour.

The phone pressed on the screen and hung up. He deleted the records from the call record and then put the phone back to its original position.

His gentle gaze fell on the sleeping man's handsome face.

Mu Yiyang had not changed much after so many years. He was still handsome and cold to others. He was also not nice to the people around him.

Feeling someone touch his head, Mu Yiyang woke up. He raised his head and looked at Mu Xuerou's gentle eyes. His heart moved.

"What's wrong? Are you not feeling well?"

Mu Xuerou smiled and shook her head. "I just woke up and can't sleep now. Seeing that you slept so well, I can't help but touch you." Mu Xuerou's voice was pleasant and gentle like the spring breeze.

Mu Yiyang smiled faintly. "My face is very easy to touch?"

"Yes. My skin is good. It is the same as before," ___ said. Mu Xuerou's eyes were sparkling with beautiful light.

Mu Yiyang looked at her. Although he did not like her mentioning the past, he saw a glimmer of hope in her eyes. He did not want to ruin it.

He still hoped that a miracle would happen to Mu Xuerou.

Otherwise, he would have been uneasy for the rest of his life.

"That's right. I have been pampered since I was young. How can my skin not be good?" Mu Yiyang smiled and welcomed her advertisement.

Mu Xuerou was amused by his words and giggled.

"Are you hungry? I haven't had a good meal these few days even when I got sick."

"I don't want to eat. I want to drink some water. My throat is so dry."

"Okay, I'll help you pour it" Mu Yiyang got up and walked out of the bedroom.

Mu Xuerou leaned against the window and smiled faintly. She was casual and secretive. If this continued, Mu Yiyang should be hers.

If he did not think of Soong Yaoyao and did not mention Soong Yaoyao, would he be forgotten soon?

After all, they had many years of relationship foundation. Soong Yaoyao only had a few months' time, so how could she compare to her?

Even now, it seemed like Mu Yiyang belonged to her.

Mu Xuerou's side was warm and Mu Xuerou's side was warm. Soong Yaoyao's side hung up the phone and Soong Yaoyao squatted on the bed, hugging herself tightly.

The room was brightly lit. It had been a few days and he did not have a phone or text. Even if she called now, she would also be hung up.

Was he really that busy? He was so busy that he forgot about her existence. He was so busy that he didn't even want to care about her.

Soong Yaoyao thought about it and her heart was filled with bitterness. Tears kept flowing out. Maybe it was because she was too sad. It was really because she was too sad.

So tears could not help but flow down her face, making her so sad.

She felt that from the beginning to the end, she was so cold that she almost lost consciousness.

She had doubts in her heart, but she was so timid that she didn't dare to question Mu Yiyang. She was afraid that Mu Yiyang would get angry and not want her.

Since when did she lose confidence in their love and marriage?

She did not even have this bit of confidence. Who else could make him not go home for so long other than a person he had been thinking about for so many years?

But she didn't want to admit it at all, did she?

In the morning, Soong Yaoyao got up from the bed in a sorry state. She did not sleep the whole night and was not in good spirits. She looked extremely depressed.

Her memory had been stuck at last night. Why did she suddenly hang up the phone? What was he doing? He didn't even want to answer the phone.

When Lau Yanfei came, Soong Yaoyao had already packed up and was ready to go out.