C16 Chapter 16

I lay in bed wondering what to do now. It's midnight. Conner is soundly asleep beside me. I looked over at me and I knew I couldn't keep this up forever. I needed to be better. To heal. For Conner, for the pack. But most especially for me. I got up and kissed Conner on the head. Letting my lips linger for a moment. I had to tell him everything but I needed time to myself first