C1 Chapter 1

SIN's P.O.V.

A fierce growl broke out of me, shaking the forest with the sheer force of how loud it was. My helpless prey wriggled painfully underneath me, desperately hoping for an escape. Although, i'm pretty sure it could sense the hopelessness of the situation, it knew there was no escape for it. On any other day perhaps it'd have stood a chance; perhaps I'd have shown it mercy. But today was not that day, certainly not. Its cries drowned out as I sunk my canines into its jugular, ripping its throat out, the coppery taste of blood coating my tongue. Even when I did sense the life drain from the deer, I didn't deter. I tore relentlessly at it. Biting, chewing, tearing… But still, I wasn’t satisfied. I craved more, something else. And knowing I couldn’t get what I wanted only fuelled my anger. Once I was finished with my prey, I discarded it aside, leaving it for whatever predator would be grateful to see stumble upon the dead carcass; an easy meal.

Shaking out my fur, I broke into a run, hoping that this time it’d be different, that it’d make the pain and the hurt easier to bear. It wasn’t; it never was. Feeling weary, I shifted back into my human form, treading in my naked state back home. Stepping into my home, I stand still, taking a whiff to see if anyone had intruded on my privacy, but perceived nothing. Not like anyone would dare; they knew what day today was. Over the years, rumours had been spread, and the truth had been mixed with the lies. Some said I grieved the death of my parents; others said it was the day I met with the moon goddess, who renewed my strength. Still, it served my purpose to ensure that everyone stayed away.

I headed into my room and then made my way into the bathroom. The cold water poured down on my skin, washing away the blood, dirt and grime, but not the tension. Spending a couple of minutes in the shower, I stepped out and dried myself, slipping into dark grey jeans and a black fitted top. Once I was done dressing up, I headed into my office, fully intending on moving onto the next phase of my sorrow. Drinking. And so I grabbed a bottle, sinking into my seat, and poured myself the first of many glasses to come as my mind wandered to the time it all started, the misfortunes.

***flashback***

The sun shone brightly, the air smelt nice, the birds sang melodiously and everything seemed nearly wonderful. As it always was around her. A smile pulled across my lips when I saw her, tiptoeing quietly until I reached her, wrapping my arms around her with my lips planted to her neck, pressing kisses against her soft, supple skin. She jumped, slightly startled, her soft giggles filling the air. Her tangy scent invaded my nose, causing me to let out a satisfied sigh.

“Hello, my love.” She purred, eliciting another satisfied hum from me.

“Hello, my darling, have you been waiting a long time?”

I felt her shake her head slightly against my chest. “Not really, I’ve been rather occupied, you see.” Her voice was teasing.

“Occupied? Dare I ask by what?” I replied, mimicking her teasing tone.

“A what? Now, what if it’s a who?” I could feel the smile in her voice with her back still pressed against me. Releasing her, I spun her to face me, my hands on her waist. As our eyes collided, my heart thumped faster. Goddess, she was gorgeous, pure and unlike any other. Her hair looked so soft and lush and smelt divine. Her milk-like skin was tender under my touch, and her voice was so soothing it could calm the hardest of hearts. Her eyes bore deep into your soul, enchanting you and unravelling your deepest secrets. Her lips were perfect and pouty. I was blessed to have her.

“Sin? Baby? Are you listening?” She asked softly, her voice laced with concern as she placed her palm on my cheek.

I smiled, responding with a nod, “Yes, I was simply enchanted by how beautiful you are. I could never get over it, my love.” Her cheeks reddened as she looked away shyly. Cute.

“Oh, stop it, Sin.”

My fingers lifted her face to look at mine, closing the space between us. I kissed her, letting out a happy moan as I revelled in her taste. Breaking the kiss, I stared deep into her eyes.

“Never, my love.” A smile pulled across her lips as she bit her lip, the single act causing blood to rush southward. Releasing her lip, I ran my thumb across it, my hold on her waist tightening ever so slightly.

“You never answered my question.” She pouted with a raised brow.

I chuckled, “Pardon me, my love, what did you say?” She shook her head in amusement.

“I asked,” she started, placing her palm on my chest, “what if it’s a who?”

Tilting my head slightly, “You wouldn’t dare love.” I growled playfully.

Her fingers ran down my chest slowly, her gaze flickering towards the movement until our gazes collided once more.

She leaned in closely, her breath fanning my lips. “Oh, but I would.”

My hands travelled towards her hip, going lower and lower until I felt her ass, which I squeezed softly. A gasp escaped her.

“Is that a threat, love?” I asked huskily, my throat feeling parched but not for water. I was parched for her, always and forever.

Nothing was said, only feelings felt as the tension between us grew. Unable to take it anymore, I leaned down and captured her lips, kissing her. The kiss wasn’t soft or gentle. It was fierce, wanton, and raw, showing her just how much I wanted her…needed her.

Grabbing her by her thighs, I backed up against the closest tree, feeling her grind against my hardness, a groan escaping me. Breaking the kiss, I trailed kisses down her neck, leading to the valley of her breasts, as her fingers ran through my hair, pulling at the roots. Her breathing is getting heavier by the minute.

“Oh Sin, hurry. Touch me, please.” She pleaded, causing me to halt in my movements. She let out a sound of dissatisfaction.

“Are you sure, my love?” I asked, my eyes boring into hers.

She nodded. “Yes, make me yours, Sin.”

A smile pulled across my lips, which she returned, her lips capturing mine. Lowering her to her feet, our hands rummaged our bodies hungrily, hurriedly ripping the clothes off each other. Fully naked, I laid her gently on the ground, placing a gentle kiss on her lips.

“I’ll go slow.” I promised, holding her stare. She nodded. This wasn’t the first time we had slept together, but it was the first time we were doing it outside where prying eyes could see. But at that moment, none of us cared. Our bodies spoke of needs that needed to be satiated, and right now it'd do the talking.

My finger traced her skin, going lower and lower until I got to where I wanted, feeling how ready she was for me. And lord, was she ready. Placing the tip at her entrance, I looked at her reassuringly while she nodded. Slowly, I sank into her fully. Her mouth parted, her eyes closed, a satisfied expression on her face. My face dropped into her neck as I began moving slowly, willing myself not to hurt her. Her hands clawed at my back, and her legs wrapped around my waist, locking me in.

“Faster, Sin, please.” She begged.

“As you wish, my love.” I drove hard and fast into her, eliciting a satisfied scream from her. From then onwards, our bodies spoke, our moans filling the air as our bodies pleasured each other. It wasn’t long until we both found our release, a moan of satisfaction leaving us both as I slowly slipped out of her, my seed pouring down her thigh, and slipped into the spot next to her, pulling her close to me.

“I love you, Sin.” She confessed softly, her fingers drawing small circles along my chest.

“I love you too, Kayla.” I responded. "I love you so much." I couldn't imagine my life without her.