C190 Made It

"But I am miserable, I am miserable, I feel that I should not exist, I - I am miserable because they do not blame me, they hate me, they blame me, I feel better." The understanding of his family made him feel even more guilty. What he owed his family was not something that could be paid back overnight.

In the end, the weak him chose to run away. He was a coward. Every day