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"Until these five years of slumber, I was actually conscious. I figured out a lot of things. What right do I have to hate you? If it wasn't for you, maybe I wouldn't have been adopted by that kind couple. Maybe it was your adopted mother who adopted me. Maybe I'm going to be burdened with a million debts and bear all that pressure and pain. "
Moreover ?
"Gu Yanze, the one you love is you, Xiyan