C1385 I Won't Let You Go
Ever since Yuxi found out that Ji Rann had a serious stomach disease, she had to sleep for a long time every day - to make medicinal food.
Ji Rann looked at the small bowl in front of him. His neat black brows slightly raised. "What is this?"
"It's poison."
Yuxi indifferently spat out two words. She sat beside the table and pushed the small bowl forward.
The man did not say anything and his actions were straightforward. Without any hesitation, he finished the things in the bowl.
"You made it. Even if it is poison, I will gladly endure it."
The elegant woman rolled her eyes and smiled. "Thank you, Major General Ji, for your compliment. If I wanted to kill you, I would not use such a stupid method to poison you."
His stomach was warm, and he no longer felt uncomfortable. Ji Rann thought for a while and quickly guessed that this should be used to regulate his spleen and stomach.
When he thought about it again, this woman racked her brains in the kitchen for him. Her heart suddenly collapsed.
Although the two of them were not married now, they were like husband and wife who had been holding hands for many years, harmonious and harmonious.
Furthermore, ever since she found out about her stomach disease, Yuxi's attitude had a very obvious change.
Although she still had that clear and cold appearance, the worry that flowed between her brows could not be concealed.
Thinking like this, the angular and tough man suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed that pair of fair and beautiful hands. His phoenix eyes were gloomy.
Being startled by the sudden grip, Yuxi frowned and struggled with all her strength but was unable to save her hand.
"Xi..."
The magnetic male voice was low and pleasant to listen to. It was slow and long, with each word pausing.
"Let's get married -"
Yuxi's entire body suddenly trembled. She slowly raised her eyes, and her entire person was slightly stunned.
Her sharp and long eyes were bottomless, and Ji Rann's dark red and sexy thin lips moved up and down slightly.
"I am not young anymore. In another week, I will be 28. I want to have a family with you... "
Yuxi stared at the handsome and noble face in front of her and was in a trance.
A long, long time ago, she had fantasized about the scene of this man proposing to her.
Seriously, solemn, serious, deep emotions...
But after seven years, when her previous fantasy became reality, she no longer had the anticipation, excitement, and joy she had when she was a girl.
There were some things in front of her that couldn't be erased, and couldn't be crossed.
There were some things that were shattered at the bottom of her heart. They couldn't be repaired or thrown away.
There were also some things that were stuck in her soul, painful, painful...
As she thought about it, the beautiful woman smiled and slowly withdrew her hand from the warm palm.
"Ji Rann..."
"I can't possibly marry you."
His voice was calm, as if he was talking about whether it was the sun or the rain.
A gust of wind blew in from the open window, lifting the curtains. The fluttering fabric beat against the wall, making loud noises.
The tree shadows swayed, and as light and shadow intersected, the woman's voice was gentle. "Because in this lifetime, I will never have my own child."
And all of this was thanks to your mother.
The muscles on his body suddenly stiffened and tightened. Ji Rann's face darkened. "What did you say? "
Seven years ago, that child had an abortion, and this body was like a collapsing city wall that could no longer be repaired.
The doctor said that because he was drenched in a heavy rain and suffered from the cold, and he did not take good care of the child after the abortion, his foundation had already been emptied.
In addition, his father went missing after that, and his mother had a mental breakdown and lost her sight. When he was overseas, he almost wished he could split it into two days...
Studying, working, taking care of Gu's mother...
Sometimes, when she could not bear it, she would hide under the blanket and cry at night when there was no one around. After crying, he got up the next day as usual.
That kind of unbearable days had come. Yuxi thought and the corner of her lips curved up slightly. In the future, there wouldn't be any worse days, right?
Seeing the smile on the woman's face, Major General Ji's heart was filled with unhappiness. He opened his mouth but could not say anything.
Comforting too powerlessly, feeling too shallow... He only wanted to tightly hug this woman in his arms. The little girl that he had held in his hands all those years ago...
In fact, he had indeed done so.
"I'm sorry - -"
Ji Rann's chin, which had a deep and strong line, was pressed against the woman's head. His voice was low and hoarse. "Xi, I'm sorry -"
"You don't have to apologize. I have thought it through."
"What happened back then was all done by your mother. It has nothing to do with you. I hate you so much, but I am angry."
"But now, I don't hate you anymore."
After a pause, Yuxi's tone became cold, "After all, in Aunt's eyes, I am a lowly person. I am not worthy of a big family like the Ji family."
"Right now, I only want to lead my mother and live a good life. Even if it is ordinary and bitter, it doesn't matter -"
When these words came out, for some reason, a bad premonition appeared in his mind. Ji Rann's arm unconsciously tightened.
As expected, in the next second, the refined and indifferent woman raised her small face and opened and closed her pink lips.
"So, Ji Rann, can you let me go? Return my mother to me. I'll cure her eyes and leave."
"No..."
The word almost came out from his throat.
The tall and straight man's eyes turned red as he tightly held onto the pair of slender arms. "I won't allow it, you can't leave me!"
"I have been looking for you for so long, Lin Yuxi, do you know what kind of life I have been living these seven years!"
"I won't let you go -"
She only felt a little tired. Yuxi thought that she might really be old and her heart was old. Otherwise, why would she feel tired after saying such a few words?
"Ji Rann, can you reason with us? We are all adults."
"You have not been well for the past seven years, and I have not been well either. You are looking for me. This is your own matter. I did not force you. Don't come and kidnap me with morals, okay? "
This word, each word, was calm and rational to a terrifying extent...
Ji Rann's entire body was filled with malice. He sneered, "No matter what you say, I will not let you go!"
"Unless I die!"
The originally calm woman suddenly stood up. Her beautiful eyes were ice-cold. "I am a little tired. I will sleep first."
For some reason, Ji Rann felt empty and desolate in his heart as he looked at the slender and thin figure. He was in an indescribable panic.
He had a premonition that as long as this woman turned around today, there would always be a huge gap between the two of them.
With this thought in mind, the man's long legs moved quickly, and he quickly wrapped his arms around the slim waist from behind, and then pressed down on the wall beside him.
Yuxi was shocked, "What are you doing!"
"It doesn't matter even if there is no child. We can adopt one."
Ji Rann lowered his eyes. "Also, technology is so advanced now. A test tube baby can also..."
"Did you misunderstand what I meant?"
The woman's eyes were cold. "Even if I can give birth, I don't want to have a child with you..."