C204 Repent

Bao Jinyu seemed to have fallen into some kind of memory. His eyes looked far away as he sat beside Su Jiale and spoke in a deep voice.

"Jiale, I never told you that there is actually another person who also likes the sea, which is my mother. She is a very gentle woman. It is probably because she is too gentle that she can only be bullied."

"I have always hated her gentleness. If she was a little stronger, perhaps she would not have died so early, so I have always told myself that I need to find a woman who can protect me."

"Protecting yourself doesn't mean that you need to be brave, but that you have the ability to protect yourself."

"Do you know? Because I didn't have the ability to protect myself when I was young, and no one protected me, so Bao Yuxiu was obviously younger than me, but she could push me into the swimming pool. That time, I almost died."

"There was also one time when Bao Yuxiu sent people to deal with me. More than ten people blocked me in the corner, and with their fists and kicks, I stayed in the hospital for a month."

"I hate Bao family, I hate Mrs Jiang and Bao Yuxiu. Of course, what I hate the most is the culprit behind all of this, my father."

"If it wasn't for him, how could I have experienced everything? These were all given to me by him. I originally wanted to slowly return them to him. I didn't expect him to leave so early, but compared to my mother... He left quite late again. "

"My mom probably likes him a lot. Otherwise, she wouldn't have thought of him until she died. Fortunately, he also mentioned my mom when he died. Now, they should have met underground. I don't know if my mom will be happy or sad. "

"When I first saw you, I only felt that you were a little girl in a greenhouse. You were so fragile that you couldn't even be broken. However, your tenacity made me look at you in a new light."

"It was probably at that time that I developed an interest in you. I didn't expect that once it got out of hand, the more I understood you, the more I was attracted to you. Although you are very weak outside, you definitely have a strong heart. It's because of this that I want to be with you."

"However, after truly being with you, I feel that you don't need to be so strong. I can withstand all the hardships for you."

"At that time, I finally understood that perhaps mother always had someone who could help her resist the rain and rain, which was why her personality was so soft. Unfortunately, I understood it too late."

When Bao Jinyu said this, his eyes were full of nostalgia. He looked at Su Jiale with an especially guilty look. Su Jiale did not have any reaction. Bao Jinyu laughed at himself and continued.

"When I first married you, of course it was not because I liked you, but because I wanted to return to Bao family to take control of the situation. The reporters' photos might ruin my business, so I could only agree to your words."

"At that time, I really hated you. Do you know that it was very difficult for me to take a step in Bao family? If I made a mistake, I might be doomed forever."

"Father wasn't satisfied with my identity as an illegitimate child, and Mrs Jiang and Bao Yuxiu secretly sabotaged it. The branch of Bao family was also eyeing the Eda covetously. If I take a wrong step, I might not be able to return to the past."

"It was you who gave me warmth. You taught me to believe and help me improve my relationship with father."

"Jiale, do you know that if it wasn't for you, I'm afraid I would never forgive my father for the rest of my life, and I wouldn't be able to feel the feeling of happiness."

"You are like an angel, pulling me, who is about to fall."

"Unfortunately, I didn't protect you well. Everything I did before was a lie to you! I do not love Chen Yan at all. The reason I brought her back was to confuse Mrs Jiang and save you."

"Including the divorce agreement. It was also to prevent Mrs Jiang from urging you to have an abortion that I was not allowed to sign."

"Jiale, quickly wake up okay? I really can't bear it. I miss you so much, miss your smile, miss your anger. I want to hold your hand and continue walking."

Bao Jinyu would never say these words before. He would never say these sweet words, but now he did not care. He was even afraid that Su Jiale could not hear or hear enough.

Bao Jinyu's eyes were full of tenderness. He gently stroked Su Jiale's face with one hand. The warm temperature fell on Su Jiale's face. Su Jiale could not help but look at Bao Jinyu's eyes.

Su Jiale blinked and said with a dry voice, "Jinyu?"

Bao Jinyu was still lost. When he heard the two words, his eyes lit up. He thought that he had misheard and repeated, "Jiale, what did you call me?"

Su Jiale widened her eyes and said with certainty again, "Jinyu."

Bao Jinyu held Su Jiale's hands with both hands and asked in surprise and disbelief, "Jiale, Jiale, did you call me?"

Although Su Jiale's reaction was a little slow and did not fully understand Bao Jinyu's words, she still replied after a while, "Jinyu, I am calling you."

The waves outside the window were surging and the waves kept hitting the rocks, making a deafening sound. But even such a loud noise could not stop Su Jiale's weak voice.

"Jinyu, where are we?" Su Jiale looked confused.

She only remembered that there was one person who kept talking beside her ear. His voice was full of tears. It was very touching. His words seemed to have something to do with her. It seemed to be a complaint against her. It was as if she had made a huge mistake if she did not wake up.

Su Jiale thought, why did he say she woke up?

Su Jiale blinked her eyes again. Why was the world outside empty?

In the void, Su Jiale saw Bao Jinyu's face. Bao Jinyu's face carried the vicissitudes of life and exhaustion. He did not look like the high and mighty Chairman Bao at all.

Su Jiale thought again, 'This person lied to me, lied to my feelings and heart. Shouldn't he be very happy with Chen Yan now? Why would he appear in front of me like this?'

Su Jiale began to feel puzzled. She heard Bao Jinyu's apology and confession again.

Su Jiale suddenly understood. Bao Jinyu was apologizing. He said that he lied to me. Su Jiale nodded in her heart, thinking that you really lied to me.

But Su Jiale did not expect that the content of the apology would be the exact opposite of what she thought.

Bao Jinyu said that he still loved her!

A surge of anger rose in Su Jiale's heart. Big liar, you are still lying to me!

Su Jiale wanted to raise her hand and slap Bao Jinyu, but she suddenly realized that she was very far away from Bao Jinyu. She could not even raise her hand, and she could not even stop Bao Jinyu.

Su Jiale became anxious. She anxiously opened her mouth and shouted, "Bao Jinyu, Jinyu!"

She thought that she had shouted very loudly, but in Bao Jinyu's ears, it was just the sound of mosquitoes.

After opening her mouth, her words became much smoother.