C153 It finally happens

I'm an idiot.

A tremendously selfish and genuinely dumb idiot.

I look at the pool in front of me. The sunlight reflects across its crystal-clear water. I stand at the edge, reflecting as a person who has no notion of his actions. I try to think about what I did.

I accepted the request. I selfishly accepted the request and felt like the most complete person in the world