C3 The Beginning
In DongJiao Funeral Parlour, a funeral of someone beloved being held., one of the rooms has a lot of people mourning for the person who has been called to eternal rest..
There's an altar table. A porcelain vase of cremated ashes of a loved one was placed at the altar table, an image of a very beautiful middle age woman was hanged on the wall of the altar...around the image there are beautiful flowers adorned around it...
People are mourning, paying respects to the death...
A teenage boy with a 3 years old toddler was standing in front of the altar...
The teenaged boy was plastering empty expressions but one could see the sadness in his eyes. Eyes were swollen due to crying of devastations because of his mother's sudden death, while the little toddler who was hugging his legs, had no expressions of sadness in her eyes as if there are no emotions of sadness for the woman's death...as if she doesn't care, as if she rather have her dead...she only has bad memories of this woman, this woman hates her, even though she's her daughter, but always love her brother more than her. That woman will always nag at her older brother whenever her older brother over-worrying her too much, that woman will beat her as if she wants to kill her whenever her older brother gets into trouble because of her...
Ever since she was born and started to see the world, she only gets abuses from her mother, which was the woman on that obituary image. All of her life, her brother is the one who always loved, cared, protect and see her as his precious jewels...He will take the abuses that were supposed to be for his little younger sister from their mother...
All her life, confused, twisted, and wonders...why her mother hates her if she's the one who gave birth to her, why her mother only loves her brother??...why her brother seems to care and love her more, even over-worrying for her??...
When she asked that to her brother, his only responds... 'mother loves you, but never show it~...don't worry, I'm here for you, I will be your mother and brother to you~....'
No, that's not what she wants...She wants a mother's love, not love from her older brother, and assumes it is love from a mother...
She wants to be like the other kids who experienced a mother's love....right now, her mother's gone, she feels both emotions, she's gone even before she could feel the mother's love but another side of her, she feels relieved of her passing...
She eyed coldly at the image, 'if I can't have your love, at least I still have brother~...Mama, you can rest well now, I want my brother's love for myself, without having you interrupting all the time~...I promise I will protect my brother and be by his sides till the end of the day~...'
While the teenaged boy muttered and the toddler hears him clearly...
"mother~, why did you go??~...I'm alone~...whose going to take care and raised Yue An with me??~...but don't worry~...I will try my best, ma~..." he looked down at the toddler who was hugging his thigh, he bent down and kneel down to her height lever and caressed her cheek lovingly, "Yue An~..." he smiles warmly and weakly, his bunny teeth shown, "Yue An~... it's only us now~...but don't worry, gege will try his best to give you a better life and happiness~...I will be a brother and mother and father at the same time~....you will be my most priority and will be the source of my happiness~...gege will protect you with all his heart~..."
A small smile appeared on the toddler's face, "hm, gege~..." she then wrapped her arms around her gege's neck and buried half of her face into his neck, The boy responds to his younger sister's hug by wrapping his hands around the tiny body...
'gege~, from now on, we only have each other, trust each other, prioritized each other~...we will protect each other~...I will protect you, gege, I even willing to shed blood just to see you be happy~...'
Bai An understands why his sister didn't feel any emotions over the death of their mother, their mother always treated her bad, she was always abused ever since she was born and started seeing the world...
He swears from now on, Yue An will never live in that toxic kind of household, he only wishes to work hard even he still has to go to school, to give his younger sister a better life no matter how hard it is...
'mother~, even if you hate Yue An~...I wish that you watch over me from above~...'
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END OF CHAPTER 1
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