C183 He Was a Lowly Single Man(2)
He knows all that, but... He was unwilling! What if she held another man's arm when they met in the future? What if she really found a new happiness? He wouldn't be able to give her his sincere blessings.
Because he wasn't willing to let go of Qinying like this. As long as he didn't let go, Qinying would still be his.
As long as he thought of this, he could feel at ease for a moment
