C114 YOU DON'T DESERVE IT
If Zenos wanted to let him go back, he shouldn't continue pampering him this much because Hayden will keep remembering everything, and it'd make it hard to live as he has always done.
“I'm greedy, right?” Hayden continued with his head bowed. Hayden couldn't get enough of Zenos. He wanted Zenos's attention to be focused solely on him