C191 both rain and dew

Zhong Miao Yi could not agree to East Empress Dowager's request, she thought in her heart. There was even no way to determine if East Empress Dowager was right or wrong.

Could it be that after her death, she wasn't allowed to hate or take any actions against her?

Why?

Why did she have to submit to him for the rest of her life?

On what basis was it that she could not sleep through the night