C77 To Prove That He Is a Man
If so, he would not be able to return to his previous world, and would not be able to see his parents again. That would be a very sad thing to do; at least he would see his parents before he died, and then tell them about the things that had happened behind him. Only then would he feel at ease to go to Jiuquan.
"Master, you don't have to worry about this. As I said, as long as it's your wish