C2 Two

"But at your best you are love

You're a positive motivating force within my life

Should you ever feel the need to wonder why

Let me know, let me know. . .

When you feel what you feel

Oh, how hard for me to understand

So many things have taken place before this love affair began

But if you feel, oh, like I feel

Confusion can give way to doubt

For there are times when I fall short of what I say,

what I say I'm all about, all about"

-"At Your Best" By Aaliyah

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Nylas POV

I don't know how to feel ,what to think or how to even turn around and look at Carter when I can feel his eyes burning a whole in my back.

"Bae, what does it say?" he grabbed my arm and turned me around so that I was facing him.

"I-I'm not pregnant." The hurt and disappointment that flashed across his face was enough to bring me to tears. I never want to be the cause of him hurting, ever.

"I'm sorry." I said walking past him out of the bathroom and sitting on my bed.

"Sorry for what?" he said rubbing his face, that alone let me know that he was stressing.

"I know that you want a family right now, and a girl that's just down with you. You want a girl that you can just take care of and who's gonna be there night and day. I'm sorry that I can't be that for you."

I was looking down so I didn't hear him walk over to my bed until I was lying under him and he was staring at me with his beautiful green eyes.

"Baby, I'm sorry that I made you feel like that. I honestly don't give a fuck about what you think I want because all that I want is you." He sat up on the bed and pulled me up so that I was sitting on his lap facing him.

"I am disappointed that you're not pregnant with my seed right now, but if you wanna wait, then we have to wait because I'm for whatever makes you happy."

"What's gonna make you happy though?" I said running my hand down his chest. I took his chain off and put it around my neck.

"Having my girl by my side every day."

"What? You want me to hustle with you?" I hopped off of his lap and looked at him sideways "Are you serious?"

He stood up and walked towards me with a predatory look in his eye. I took a step back with every step he took forward until my back against the wall.

I folded both of my arms in front of my chest to stop him from coming any closer but I should've known that it wasn't going to stop him. He grabbed both of my hands in one of his and put them over my head. He was so close that I could smell his faint Gucci cologne and the Kush that still lingered in his breath. He stared me right in the eyes.

"You love me?" I was taken aback by his bluntness.

"What?"

"I said, do you love me? It's a simple question, yes or no?" The answer was obvious to the both of us, but the questions really were, do I have the balls to say it and am I ready to say it.

I looked away from Carter because I couldn't hold his gaze anymore. He gently grabbed chin and turned my face back to him.

"I want you to look me in the eye when you say it, I want to know that you're tellin' me the truth." It was no point in lying now.

"Yes, Carter I love you."

Before I could figure out what was happening my hands were wrapped around Carters neck and my legs were around his waist .He was kissing me for all he was worth and I was doing the same. This is where I wanted to be, in his arms.

He nibbled on my lip before he pulled away.

"I love you too Nyla." He pecked my lips one more time. He was still holding me when I started rubbing his head, I learned in the past week that was a big turn on for him.

"You might wanna stop, I know you still sore from this week. You can't handle the D right now." He had a cocky smirk on his face.

"Boy please, I could have you screaming MY name right now without even taking my clothes off." I said imitating the smirk that he had on his face.

"Oh is that right?" the smirk never left his face.

"Yup, straight like that."

"Well practice what you preach then ma." he said rubbing a thumb over my bottom lip indicating exactly what he wanted me to practice.

"Sorry Papi, but I'm still sore from this past week, I probably can't handle the D right now." I said wiggling out of his grip and walking back over to my bed.

"Oh that's how you feel girl? You just gone do yo nigga like that?"

"Yup" I said popping the "p"

"It's all good, wait until you want some and the D is off limits." I low key gasped a little bit

"You would never do some evil shit like that." I said with wide eyes staring up at him.

"Oh word? Watch me. Gimme a kiss though, I gotta go, it's some late night business I gotta take care of."

It was supposed to be just a peck, but when does anything ever really go as planned with us? I pulled him down on top of me while he deepened the kiss. He bit my bottom lip trying to get entrance. Our tongues fought for dominance which he immediately got.

I wrapped my legs around his waist trying to pull him closer to me and started running my fingers back and forth over has waves. As soon as I started moaning though, he pulled away smirking and backed away.

"But Carter-" I whined but he cut me off

"Na ma. You said you were too sore remember?" he said lightly chuckling at my childish behavior as I poked out my bottom lip.

"No, you said that I was too sore" I can't believe that he is just gonna leave me here horny like this.

"Yea you right...when I pull up in the morning to pick you up and you already rolled up for me, then I might consider givin' you the D." He said smirking.

"The fuck? Hell no."

"No?" he said walking back over to where I was sitting on my bed pouting.

"That's what I said isn't it?" I said with attitude in my voice. Yup, that's right, I'm mad that he won't give me the D.

He started kissing up and down my neck and I bit my lip to hold in the moans, until he moved his hand up my leg and started rubbing me through my PINK shorts from VS.

"So you're tellin' that you don't want it" he bit my ear gently "Huh? Daddy can't hear you."

"Mmm, yes." he pulled away smiling.

"I know, I just wanted to hear it." I mugged the fuck out of him.

"You know what you high yellow ass nigga? Get the hell out of my dorm." I said pointing at the door

"Oh, so you puttin' me out now?" he said laughing. I just walked over to my door and opened waiting for him to go.

"Yup, you need to bounce sweetheart" he shook his head in disbelief as he walked out of the door.

I tried to close the door after he walked out but he stopped it. He put his foot in the way before it closed completely. He grabbed my arm and pulled me to him wrapping his arms around my waist.

"You know I love you right Ny?" He said looking me in my eyes.

"Yes"

"Good, I'll see you in the morning." and with that he was gone.