C37 I'm better with you

Even on the starry night, the darkness didn't leave him behind.

The more he wanted to get out of this swamp, the more he was falling inside.

Till now, he was struggling with the complexity of those feelings. The moments spent with Xingyue brought relief to his heart. But why did he want to run away from this?

When he was dying, even though he was alive, Xingyue brought a reason for him to live