C135 Past Years

All my life, I've been blaming myself. If I hadn't eloped with your aunt, perhaps she wouldn't have died … After your aunt died, I also committed suicide a few times. It was really laughable. Heaven forbid me to die.

Later on, when Butler Jin from Lu Family gave me your son who was just a month old, he said that the Lu Family people did not want you, and he even wanted to kill you. Thus