C15 Confused .

A week has passed after the incident with Christian and Julien.

Speaking of Julien, he and I have grown very close. He often picks me up in the morning and walks me home at night. He is a very nice person.

I know how he feels about me, but thank God he hasn't told me yet. And I pray that he doesn't because he will be disappointed.

Unfortunately I don't love him the way he wants me to